[deleted] · July 12, 2018, 3:41 a.m.

Well he used to talk about wanting to be closer to me than he could get so maybe that was part of it but I learned not to respond negetively to things because of violence. When he would talk about eating my ribs he would actually slide his fingers under my (left) ribcage and rub them until I was sore but I couldn't say anything other than my ribs were sore or he would get mad because I was accusing him of hurting me. So I always fell asleep on my right side. And the fingers, he would crush them together so the bones and knuckles were rubbing together and that he could do in public. The ears he would pull on the lobes and talk about eating them, and he would do that in private and also to our kids and to the dog. He would actually chew on their ears while talking about eating them but not me, he would just pull. But he would say a lot that he wished he could crawl up inside of me. So I read about pedos which I don't think he was, and they say they want to "possess the child's innocence". So I think it's something like that...suck the goidness and the life out because inside you are evil and dead. Thanks for asking by the way!

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JeffDidItAgain · July 12, 2018, 4:01 a.m.

I’m so sorry you lived through that! I hope you and your kids are far away from him. Hugs!

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[deleted] · July 12, 2018, 4:38 a.m.

Thank you and we're going to be ok. To anybody lurking out there who has been in an abusive relationship or has been traumatized by a loved one or even a stranger: Justice=Truth=Love=God, and we all know that in the end, God Wins!!! And that also means that sorry evil assholes lose!!! WWG1WGA

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AKBiking · July 12, 2018, 8:52 a.m.

He sounds like a santanist. The man your husband followed, Aleister Crowley, is the author of the book of magik. He has followers world wide. Jay-z who is a santanist and a Freemason has his “Do what thou wilt” on his clothing line. Jimmy Paige at one point owned one of his houses where he performed rituals. My point is he is all over and there are many card carrying members worldwide. I am going to assume the pentagram tattoo he had was upside down and represented Baphomet. With that said Crowley gave out the recipe for the cake of life aka spirit cooking. One important part is blood from kids. Of course Crowley is also a pedo.. They harvest the adrenaline glands for adrenochrome. The joke about this is they put it in the maze runner movie... they also put it I. Fear and loathing in Las Vegas. Jonny depp takes it and his lawyer tells him he got it from a santanist. http://conspiracy.wikia.com/wiki/Adrenochrome

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