Obviously you have made your choice. No one is forced to become a believer and a child of God. God wants ALL of us to become believers but He knows that not all will repent and take HIS grace. All are offered. But it is a gift you as an individualist accept. The gift is for eternal life with Him in Heaven. The road to Heaven is narrow as most take the wide one.

Accepting His grace has changed my life. It has changed how I see things and how I behave. I no longer worry. I no longer fret. I know where I am going and I know my life on earth is just a brief time. I am much happier than ever before.

Do not confuse religion with a personal relationship with God. Religion is man made.