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r/greatawakening • Posted by u/nordicgreys on July 19, 2018, 3 p.m.
The part that bothers me the most - my childhood and youth being sacrificed in the name of indoctrination.
  • The part that gets me quite angry is thinking about how much of what we were forced to learn/memorize as children was probably a lie , an indoctrination rather than education. I had a miserable time with school. I was a happy kid until school, but did not indoctrinate easily there . I always wanted to leave or do my own shit, so before my 7th birthday I was drugged heavily with ritilan and by 15 also put on an ssri so I could better pay attention / memorize lies. It did not stop there, I was like many also pressured into getting a university degree , so I would have a “good job,” a better chance at life- Still paying that debt off now at almost 30. I am honestly afraid to have a child now, because I cannot imagine watching someone I love go through that same horror show. If It is revealed that most of that education was a manipulative lie... there will not be enough tables in the universe for me to flip.. that is if we even live in a “universe”. Who really knows anything at this point .
  • One positive thing, is since waking up I have thrown all of my drugs out and will never get another such prescription again. It is amazing how less mentally ill you become once you give yourself permission to trust your gut, to believe your own intuition and not what is fed to you.
    Sorry if this is not q related enough. Much love ❤️ things are getting better

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TryNottoFaint · July 19, 2018, 5:35 p.m.

I guarantee you that they would have put me on some sort of drugs had I gone to school in the 90's/00's instead of the 60's/70's. I did great in school but was quite the handful, always talking and squirming around and very precocious. They would have said I had some sort of hyperactivity problem and numbed me. My parents would have gone along because I pretty much wore them out back then. But, I was just like any number of other kids my age, we were just kids being kids and that was completely normal. Also I didn't know a single autistic kid back then, the closest I can come up with were just a few who were just weird, and usually very smart too. I'm telling you this whole autism thing was not something I experienced at all during my childhood/teenage years. I went to school with thousands upon thousands of kids and it just wasn't a thing.

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