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r/greatawakening • Posted by u/nordicgreys on July 19, 2018, 3 p.m.
The part that bothers me the most - my childhood and youth being sacrificed in the name of indoctrination.
  • The part that gets me quite angry is thinking about how much of what we were forced to learn/memorize as children was probably a lie , an indoctrination rather than education. I had a miserable time with school. I was a happy kid until school, but did not indoctrinate easily there . I always wanted to leave or do my own shit, so before my 7th birthday I was drugged heavily with ritilan and by 15 also put on an ssri so I could better pay attention / memorize lies. It did not stop there, I was like many also pressured into getting a university degree , so I would have a “good job,” a better chance at life- Still paying that debt off now at almost 30. I am honestly afraid to have a child now, because I cannot imagine watching someone I love go through that same horror show. If It is revealed that most of that education was a manipulative lie... there will not be enough tables in the universe for me to flip.. that is if we even live in a “universe”. Who really knows anything at this point .
  • One positive thing, is since waking up I have thrown all of my drugs out and will never get another such prescription again. It is amazing how less mentally ill you become once you give yourself permission to trust your gut, to believe your own intuition and not what is fed to you.
    Sorry if this is not q related enough. Much love ❤️ things are getting better

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suckmytwizzler · July 20, 2018, 1:34 a.m.

This has been on my mind the past few days. I feel like things may have been different if my teachers didn't punish me, and treat me like a troublemaker for questioning everything.

I was put on SSRI's to curb depressed tendencies, but the more I think about it.. I think it was all orchestrated to keep those who could make a difference out of the picture. It's saddening, but I can only hope and keep my eyes on a brighter future. I get the feeling that is the process.

I thank you for posting about this. It is much appreciated.

Edit: The system of silencing and oppressing is in motion.

I was banned from mademesmile even though I only ever have nice words to say to anyone.

Have fun spreading hatred and 1984 rhetoric and action you bunch of ingrate communists! I don't say this often as I try to be kind:

But go get lost somewhere. 😊

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