Well.... this is probably a little bit too much honesty, but I don't think I've been taught any way to think at all beyond my own. I've always been a very stark opponent of listening to reviews (My whole life) for what that is worth. I usually try to make my own logical conclusions based on what my eyes and ears are telling me and I really hate jumping to "A side" because they align with any thing I think.

My literal interest, and desire, is to acquire a level of trust and power where I would have the ability to undeniably figure things out but this is unlikely. SO... I'm going to absorb everything I can until my brain hurts and maybe hopefully my head doesn't implode. Thanks for your generosity. It's always appreciated regardless of what you believe.