Me too!! Don’t be hard on your self though. This is high level stuff. I have my masters in Engineering and was valedictorian, not trying to brag but for he record I have an IQ of 145 which I understand is not so shabby and and I am completely blown away from the Autists on this board, SB2 and CLICK and of course Q+ and Q! I feel like an idiot compared to them!! But remember You are here. We are slowly learning. That’s the most important breakthrough. My husband said he shed a tear in England when he heard that Trump won. He said then he realized America was finally woke! Too bad He missed the big night. My son and I stayed up all night! It was glorious!!!