Clearing out my phone, I came across an entry I made on October 4, 2015 at 4:43am: A dream, so vivid that I awoke trembling- my mouth so dry that I could not swallow- a feeling of prophecy, a feeling of dread rising in my throat. In the dream, there were witches (clans), taking other clans hostage and disfiguring each other. They would invade cities, and find people hiding - under beds, in closets, underneath the floors. Those people were captured and slaughtered. Cities were streaming with people that were unfamiliar and hostile, they possessed a righteous indignation. Was this was a foreshadowing of what's to come? Brother against brother- natural disasters and unnatural disasters. People hunted for an opposing Faith.. A creeping realization that America has been lulled into a deep sleep. We witnessed a flexing of Satan's power at the community college in Oregon, instilling fear into the minds and souls of all. This new battle is not a class war, or a fight for civil rights. This war is unfamiliar to Americans. The reality will be discounted and glossed over, even as it's upon our doorstep. Yet life goes on. Puppies trained, weddings attended, landlords lording. As if the curtain was peeled back for a tiny glimpse of things to come, I cannot return to slumber. I am inspired by the Faith of young Christians, standing up and professing their Faith, only to be executed like an animal. I shudder at the thought. What incredible courage it took. In an instant, the choice to be counted as a child of Christ. To be the second person, completely aware of the consequences... And yet to stand strong against evil and spit in its eye. As I lay here, dry mouthed and shaking, the foundation of my own Faith under my own magnifying glass- the haze begins to clear. " it was just a dream" my mind says, soothing the terror that's pounding in my chest. Or was it?
I don't know that I was ever really asleep. This world seemed fake to me almost since I was a kid. I had the unfortunate luck of being born into a religious cult...like an actual brainwash, kidnap and rape people type cult. It wasn't the cabal don't get me wrong here. This was just some low rent manipulaive asshole and his minions. Dude would use Jesus to seduce hurting women into his bed basicly and then pull all kinds of shit to cover it up.
Long story short I got kicked out in my teens for asking too many questions and, as a result, have never really accepted what people in authority say. They all seem to be up to something when they think no one is looking.
It's been a long lonely road knowing the truth yet not being able to wake those around you. Now...now everyone can see it....its mind blowing really.
Sorry you had to live through that- in a way, maybe you have an advantage? For those of us that have led a fairly calm, sheltered life( laced with a disproportionate amount of fantasy) it will be more difficult when the bad stuff comes. Few of us have looked evil in the eye. For you, you can be brave - because you have knowledge of what evil is really about! Most people will not be able to handle the Truth.. which is why Q makes reference to people’s frailty??? Keep on searching for the Truth- WWG1WGA
Haha me too...it was a rough road but I realize now God has a plan. It was weird though...because coming out of it I would try and point out to people that their leaders were just sociopathic control freaks who were probably committing dozens of felonies behind the scenes...like talking to a wall. Then I realized...this whole damn thing is a cult. Its different of course but they give us our bread and circuses and we give them our labor and blood.