Thanks anon
I appreciate you.
I am going thru some major shit IRL and it’s all connected to how much I dig, why the conspiracy label is seen as crazy, and that all this diggin has led me to my own fucking grandfather who I found out was a high ranking Freemason and now that all these fucked up dreams and memories are coming back to me I am realizing why I am the way I am. I know all this shit is real because it happened to me. I don’t know exactly what but I have fragments.
That post was a lapse in my steadfastness and just found this and feel better. Duh: t’was another big tech trap.
Apologies for the concern faggotry
This ride is wild.
It is my sincere hope that someday the disclosure will be personal and I can read just wtf they needed to use my toddler mind and groom me for.
Recently I had a dream where I had so Much rage directed at my parents for betraying me (I believe they were manipulated and mind controlled by my grandfather to do so) and my mom told me he was trying to figure out how to live forever. Well, he died anyway these arrogant fuckers want to be God. These people really are stupid.
It just seems so obvious to me that when you connect to your spirit, you know you live forever.
There is part of me that thinks that this what I knew and told these suckers when I was a child- that there plan would never work-“nothing can stop
What’s coming” hence I never was invited despite my “bloodline”. Obviously I wouldn’t have - I hate secrets.