Hello strangers, lurker here.
I never dreamed I'd ever be doing this today, but I am lead through intuition that I absolutely must post this. I am lost and need guidance, though I know no other way, I'm casting a line here in the effort that someone knows what I'm going through.
Recently I have had a deep awakening inside me, when it happened I instantly knew something inside of me changed. The hairs on my arms and on my face stood on end, not with static it felt nothing like static, but it felt more like a bodily function or a sense. Within my gut there is a physical flame spreading outward, I can invoke these feelings if I concentrate, it is one of THE best feelings I ever felt in my life. Soon after I felt compelled to write this creed:
Today I make a stand.
That I am conqueror over my own path.
That I hold within me an unquenchable flame that stands for truth, justice, peace, love, righteousness, and freedom.
I am the keeper and defender of the light,
And there will be NO power or entity who will ever attempt to take this universal strength from me or the ones who stand in alliance with me.
Since then I have been under spiritual attacks. Many of them mental scenario type queries questioning my morals. Rest assured those who watch, I do not condone the thoughts being fed to me. Other attacks are frequency specific which effect my overall moral. This is a serious battle I am going through and understanding what I know now, a battle I have been going through unknowingly for a LONG time.
Please! This is not a LARP, I hope you can take this seriously. I felt compelled by intuition to write this here. I need guidance, I need a sign, anything to tell me what to do or where to go from here! There is purpose here, i feel it deeply inside. Again I cannot stress this enough, this is not a joke, not a LARP. Thank you.