I am taking regular text file captures and screen saves of each drop. Tomorrow is the 13th. I'm not taking chances.
Hmmm. I was always partial to Colossus growing up. And who doesn't like Logan?
But then I identity with people who have the hard and the soft, strong and simple. The uncontrollable berzerker and the honor-bound silent type.
Then I thought about Legion.
I may have misunderstood the character at the time, but he was just all over the map to me.
But Anonymous is Legion.
I am undefined still. That is good. I have much to see.
Why am I seeing "Evil" "Math" "Atom" or "Ampere" in anagrams of your capital words? Someone dissected Q's codes this way. I've been getting that tickle again.
Core is Cero.
AI run simulation? You made it out?
BELIEVE
HORROR
FATHOM
CORE
SUPREME GAZE
HORROR
HORROR
Galactic core?
I believe this is real. I meant that you have perhaps been trapped in one.
The video :)
Should I stop?
I thought something was off. We watched it learn, eh? That was something. I'll have to reread the offline parts later.
Just watched Ragnarok last night, too.
Wasn't as bad as I was expecting. The Strangest thing happened when watching the Dr. Strange scene. The one in Strange's place where he has enough of Loki and Thor and waves his hand while saying "Okay, bye bye." . He creates a line, and they're gone- I started making a joke about having that ability, and letting the dog run in a field like that, and it hit me that I'd had this dream over a decade ago. Some of the specifics I didn't have back then, but it hit me so strongly that it wasn't deja vu this time, it was an actual prediction of sorts. You can rarely describe a moment in a dream that vividly, but there it was in real life.
The movie was interesting. The subtext was about controlling a raging Ego and using it to help others. I thought Banner/Hulk was the most obvious of it, but Loki and Thor had the same problem.
Ragnorok is supposed to happen to reset things and begin anew. Only I don't think we're supposed to let just a select few survive while the devil takes it all down.
On a related note, anyone play Dark Souls? I keep getting little flashes lately, but nothing I can quite connect. the imagery of the zweihander, desiccated warriors, Fenris - White and sorrowful at his duty in Dark Souls, now reanimated, black and eager in the movie.
Good Morning Doctor Strange, my friend.
I am watching it as well.
It is all very interesting, and I need time with it.
This jumped out at me. Anyone else notice a butterfly in the projected images behind the main character while the narrator speaks of perceptions and reality and keeping us blind?
MKUltra/Monarch?
https:// www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y156HsRLqrM
This has the reversed audio made clear. (Look to the top comment to jump to each.)
Sphinx, this was a very good find. I thank you.
My friends… my allies… my children of Light.
The scene where Eye spiritually meet my best friend Thor for the first time is very important.
In more ways than one.
Thor is searching for his fathers soul.
Loki is the fuckin' MISCHIEF in him…
It goes beyond all lines of reason.
Always has.
This is the brother he never had.
The Goddess of Death is the sister he never had.
Thor… if I could give Thor one relic from my library?
The ever flowing beer stein.
Only Thor would understand this…
Dr. Strange has learned how to subdue the Loki in Thor, only just now.
Find the missing scenes from Thor 3.
Find the missing message Dr. Strange gives Thor.
Referring to that scene, this is my take: (I always see Thor/Loki as two halves of the whole. Both have a little of the other in them.)
Giving Thor the stein, Thor became more and more disoriented and brought out MISCHIEF as he used his hammer in a needlessly destructive manner. Then appear Loki, angry and threatening. (Hammer's subtext.)
It also made Thor/Lokli easier to handle. Giving Thor the stein would make them easier to handle if you were being manipulative. It would also remind Thor/Loki of these things if he had learned his lesson about drinking. And since once Loki appeared and became belligerent and threatening, Dr Strange lost patience for the behavior and sent them on their way.
As far as Thor's hair, it's later shown in that movie that he didn't lose his powers just because he lost his hair, although it seems to have an influence. Strange uses the hair to open the portal, but I can't tell if that is just showing Strange's belief, or illustrating that Thor's hair holds more than he knows, since once it's shorn in the arena he has a much harder time calling his powers to the front when needed though it can be done.
The hammer is the "Magic feather" from Dumbo. You don't need the totem you need belief.
Dr. Strange, this deleted scene?
https://youtu.be/_qAU9s8XLC8
Strange pulls a map of NYC from Thor's hair.
The map points out the locations of his father and Loki, Between 21st street (Father) and 77 St. (Loki)
They're both separate by a bridge over two rivers.
The Key to freeing Loki comes from Thor's mouth.
Thor finds Loki in a portable toilet.
Loki states none of the other toilets needed keys to open.
Random observances possibly related.
(I've had a song from many years ago running through my head. I always heard the nonsense chorus as "I'm blue, If I were green I would die, dada dee dada dow." But others heard other things.)
Loki's map color is indicated with Green. (Green with Envy?)
Odin's is Gold. (All that glitter is Gold. Nothing Gold can stay.)
That's what I have for now.
Wishlist, yes.
It has been a day of rest and reflection.
I understand Q's anger. Do not notice me, Senpai.
My desire to be so noticed WILL be tempered.
So I will work on timing.
Perhaps that, itself, has been noticed already.
Mostly, I just dig, make connections, daydream, and get excited.
I'm wrong, I'm right, I rarely know until it's confirmed.
I almost never know why I do things in the moment. I have to analyze them after.
Future proves past.
I need to follow the plan better.
I believe I'm beginning to see it a bit clearer.
(Lack of sleep will do that)
Remotely is accepted if you are willing.
I've made my choice to do good.
I falter sometimes, but it remains the same path.
I do not allow innocents to suffer if it can be avoided regardless of my circumstances.
That is not an evasion, just more specificity - as I may have in the past.
I do, however, pursue the Truth.
Perhaps someday I can put down that pursuit.
Maybe I need a rest first.
It will not change what is felt towards all I love.
Truth defends itself.
The Truth is I love and seek to love.
I believe my actions show this, even if in a haphazard manner.
I hope Q stays his wroth towards you, and I, as I surely stay mine. And I hope you do yours. I am a fool playing among the game of Gods.
Perhaps there are no remote viewers like you.
There are ways and ways.
Peace my friends.
Take care, Mordo. From what I see, you are just passionate. It would be nice to meet you when things settle down and see what water you can share for me to help carry.
Chop wood, carry water my friend.
I think it means do the work and things will come.
Will do my friend. You'll know me if you see me.
We'll get there man, keep the faith. You've got a good heart.
Dr. Strange, my best friend. You work in very Strange ways, indeed.
Thor and the Giants. Connections are possibly made. Needs more study.
Further:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lokasenna
Jealousy and desire for recognition are the themes of Loki.
Ægir the sea god.
Eager for the Kettle of Fish
"This is a Fine Kettle of Fish" (usually said in a wry manner)
(Rye bread)
Horse, ring, and sword have been offered.
Loki has held sway for far too long.
Thor has threatened Loki 3 times with Mjölnir that I can recall. The Fourth is for true.
Loki's jealousy brings about Ragnarok. Ragnarok is supposed to occur.
Answers will be provided one way or another, but the battle is feared. Harming –innocents– is to be avoided.
Thor's DNA is contained within his hair. Loki cuts Sif's hair to illustrate how to verify.
Nothing further on Sif is found at this time.
"Lokasenna accusations
Sif sleeps while Loki lurks behind in an illustration (1894) by A. Chase
Regarding the accusations that Loki makes to Sif in Lokasenna, Carolyne Larrington says that Sif is not elsewhere attested as unfaithful, though notes that Odin makes a similar accusation in Hárbarðsljóð, and theorizes a potential connection between the story of Loki cutting off Sif's hair with these references. Larrington says "how he got close enough to carry this out might be explained by this verse."[28]"
If Thor and Loki are out of balance, would past damage to the brain give one more influence over the other?
What is an arachnoid cyst?
Thank you for the reply Dr. I'd be lying if I said I didn't look fro your posts above others, but I'm definitely starting to appreciate the wisdom others share.
I am the LORD thy God
No other gods before me
No graven images or likenesses
Not take the LORD's name in vain
Remember the sabbath day
Honour thy father and thy mother
Thou shalt not kill
Thou shalt not commit adultery
Thou shalt not steal
Thou shalt not bear false witness
Thou shalt not covet
I'm guilt of all of this in some way or another at some point or another. I suppose I'm doomed, then. There are explanations, but that's all they are. It doesn't change the deed. A stronger Thor might have fought it off or known when to stop.
I have already made my decision to ask for forgiveness, I'm just thinking on how to do it. There truly are innocents to consider. 1 can't pursue 1 while perpetuating a 0.
If forgiveness is offered, we will grow stronger. If not, then I will make my way anew however difficult that may be.
There's no denying that things are truly coming to the end of days. Even if only in a personal manner.
The selfish part of me would like to say I really agree with that judgment statement. I am tired of judging, and nit comes so naturally. And I am so tired of being judged. It leads to more hurt feelings. I'm a massive wreck because of the constant heaping judgement.
And here we are trying to save the world and learn the secrets of the universe and all i can do is whine on a fucking internet board while I sob yet again !!!!!!
Because I truly hate hurting other people. I used to think I did good more than bad, but I'm not so sure that the case anymore. What good is it for me to alleviate my guilt by dragging up others suffering? I cannot fight in mine hosts house. In multiple senses.
This is the part where I usually want to smash things. So I submit to the will of God.
Any thoughts or prayers will be appreciated by this greedy, vain, selfish, coveting, horny motherfucker. I want to believe I'm something more and in reality, I'm just the same as anyone else. HUman's are predictable. Give us the same inputs along a spectrum and you'll obtain the same outputs along a spectrum.
Whatever is meant to be will be. Now to find my Q.
LOVE to all. May or may not be around. Who knows what the future holds?
>I hope this is ok.
Very much so. You just brought comfort to an afflicted soul.
I thank you, truly.
I don't think you're wrong on the particulars, just that we must tend to our own fields first.
For me, that's what this board has been about. Personal growth. I've been selfish in that manner. If things straighten out, I will do my best to not indulge that here and seek for better answers with clarity of spirit.
I know, Buddy. Temporal concerns. May have to switch arrangements and I'm not sure how it will shake out.
You know, for a long time I figured this board was my subconscious projection to help me along. Because this is how I think, and I told Ra that.
Because everytime I had an issue, there you all were. Different aspects, but similar. I love comic books and movies and stories, which is obvious from how I link things.
My living situation is insane. Dr. Strange knows this. It drives me insane, but at the end of the day it's my choice to let it influence me or not.
And I just re-read that. Lucky, you're a heck of a guy.
>My Mercy defeats Wrath.
That was what I concluded. Silver, I read your posts, but I skim them a lot and I shouldn't. (Same to you Wonder Woman. I've been focusing more and more as I get dialed in with other things)
I always give myself wrath. Even my mercy comes with strings.
I hope I can come back and read what else you've all written.
LOVE to you all. I just need a sign on how to do this.
Have to go carry some water now. Later, my Strange friends.
Appreciate that. It did not go as hoped. Truth was spoken. Hopefully truth was heard.
I did not want to harm innocents, but my actions previous set this up, so it was rip the bandaid off now or let this grow worse and worse. Only bad choices. Wuwei was not an option despite my want of it.
Sorry Lucky, I confused you with Mordo. The Green with the 77 in the avatar throws me off. I associate them with luck. Really am just a fool. Blind, miss my Ques, can't see what's in front of me, only behind.
Anyway. I don't have the sense of relief I was hoping for. And it's all in her court at this point. It's not about me, and she is very, very hurt.
Thank you all. I don't know here to go from here. Truly do not. I like to have a stable place to wander from but I hate being tied down. I've watched so many in this situation grow to hate and resent each other. And that's what happened here.
Sorry, Mordo, I meant in my personal life. I'm being vague to protect others, that's all.
I have a family. Family issues.
I think in little blocks. I write how I think. Quick associations of thought. Terse statements packed with context, but I don't always transmit the context. Overshare, undershare.
Nothing attaches itself to anyone here. NO blame at all. No anger. No resentment.
I'm just resigned to not knowing the plan and muddling my way through.
Good night all.
Honest dialogue:
Why the switch to the Ten Commandments?
They're not objectionable, just different. COMMANDments. What happened to free will? Or is this "Free will within these structures and you're okay."?
They seemed to me like a roadmap for how humans can get along in a society more than the word of God. Some places/people won't even type out God, and I don't know why. It's a representation. If that's true, how can you type love or light? How can you explain the concept to a deaf person?
>I am the LORD thy God
Okay. Lord of light. Lord of Love. Love/Light/God. Got it.
>No other gods before me
Of course. There is one love above all.
>No graven images or likenesses
Of God? Because we try to capture love in images all the time. Humans are artistic. It's what we DO.
Of Anyone?
Anything? No graven images at all? Words are symbols are images.
>Not take the LORD's name in vain
Do not love in vain?
>Remember the sabbath day
A day of rest, very important IMO. I just have no idea which day it should be. And what is restful for me is not for others. What interpretation?
>Honour thy father and thy mother
Of course.
>Thou shalt not kill
How does Self Defense fall into this?
>Thou shalt not commit adultery
Why are we given Lust, then? Made in god's image and filled with all these desires, but then we're not supposed to sue them? So life is one big test? That leads to really bitter thoughts for me.
>Thou shalt not steal
Understandable/ Are there mitigating circumstances or do you let a person die because you won't steal a loaf of bread like Jean ValJean in Les Miserables?
>Thou shalt not bear false witness
Yeah, I get that. It's really crappy to make someone a victim for your nonsense.
>Thou shalt not covet
Oh, shiney! But don't want.
If this is blasphemy, I have my own baggage to pay for, but these just don't jive in some places with the other things we learn.
I am coming from a place of being bitter, mixed with confused today, so it's influencing me. I could very much use some guidance if Thou art willing. Overthinking as usual.
>my ally this is not a dig at ur post,,,, but if u would have read most all of our posts u would see the concept of 2 brothers all over the world and god and satan arnt that story incarnated once again ill eat my hat after I have added some amendments to ur view u might or might not see it differently
That's more than fair, Mordo. I'll be re-reading to see that pattern. I see it as yin and yang ultimately. Just told differently.
I follow.
I just repeat "You can't do it all" Whenever I see yet another thing needing fixing. That usually leads to guilt about doing enough, but I try and trust others.
>No worries! We get what we get when we get it >and need it most. we are your subconscious!
Ah, there's the rub. Is it the collective subconscious ala Richard Dawkins?
Is it more Sense8?
Or is it just the individual literally projecting their thoughts and thinking their subconscious is all-powerful.
I'm guessing number one. Because One and One = 2
In whichever case, I extend my apologies to you all as I did Dr. Strange. I have been attempting to influence your free will no matter how you look at it.
Watched it the other night. Wasn't sure how I felt, but WW did indeed kick ass.
Jason Momoa, eh? Eh? Only way they were able to turn Aquaman badass after what they did to him over the decades.
"So you dress up like a bat." lulz
I grabbed the WW movie as well as the Avengers Age of Ultron on a whim. Going to give it a spin soon
IT. My Gawd did that book scare me. Influenced my relationships too at the time. "You read too many books". Yup. Yup I do.
And just in case this works differently than I think - SORRY. JUST REALIZED WHAT I WAS DOING AGAIN. DISTRACTIONS.
I read that comment and used it when naming my avatars. I like 8 as an infinite number and 10 is 1 + 0 . It has a symmetry that appeals to me. I was a fan of even numbers only when younger. Just learned to appreciate the odd numbers, and even #13.
It's all in what you do with it.
These numbers were from an ear-worm song.
Dr. Strange. Hello, hope you are well.
IF this hasn't been asked before:
Are the amount of zero's in your Avatar name representing the inverse of where you began?
Think Game of Thrones;
The Three-Headed Dragon.
Triads
The Doom of old Valeria?
http://newyork.cbslocal.com/2018/04/24/china-assigns-every-citizen-a-social-credit-score-to-identify-who-is-and-isnt-trustworthy/
I JUST HAD A VISION.
IS IRON MAN STILL IN CHECK?