I have just watched the first Guardians of the Galaxy movie. So far I don't see how Nebula is similar to me.
Me:
The second movie got me emotional, got me to tears.
I get your point about Nebula.
The difference between me and her is that she is willing to go through suffering to do what she is passionate about. I on the other hand try to figure out what the right thing is and then do it. If the right thing conflicts with my passions and feeling I try to tame down my passions even if it makes me suffer.
Perhaps I need to remind you again. I don't know if I can believe you. I don't know you. How can I test your words? You probably will forever remain a mystery to me. That's OK.
I do not see you as my leader and I do not see myself as your student or a part of your team.
Nope. No hatred, I told and continue to say to myself that hatred is not good for me, it's not the right path.
But some scars remain. I am working to heal them.
For instance being easily irritated, I say to myself "don't be irritated, accept everyone as he is". I think I have become more patient them most people, but still have quite a long way to go.
Thanks. One rule that I have is 'have positive attitude towards everything', even bad and evil things. It helps to understand things better and makes thinking more optimal. And this way it is very hard to make mistakes, so it allows me to be more spontaneous.