(1) Open-minded "Born again Christian" here with an honest question with NO intention to tell anyone what to believe or how to interpret anything. That's for everyone to discover and work out with our creator. Before I ask the question, please understand that we all need to separate God from man when we evaluate religion. Religion is man-made. God Himself is pure and is light. Man uses religion and the fear of "Hell" to control the masses. Somewhere down the line, selfish man and dark forces got in the way of God reaching out to us and used the church as one of many mechanisms to control us. I am of the opinion (mine alone) that when Rome publically accepted the Christian faith as the "official" religion of Rome, it was to use it and defile it as a means of control of a rapidly growing populace. Thus the eventual Roman Catholic church as we know it today was actually born as a dark means of controlling the people - people who were seeking God. The Apostle Peter may have been regarded later as the first "Pope", but he assuredly would have come completely unglued if he was compared to the popes as we know them today. I do not mean to bash Roman Catholics or, for that matter, the evangelical church - just the dark spirit of control that is at the heart of both, and frankly all man-made churches and religions. Honest people of all faiths seek God and run smack into the facades of the man-made "church" or ancient "-isms".
Personally, I believe that God is three fully divine persons in unity, or the Trinity. Much like the hydrogen atom, the smallest of atoms, is three in one (electron, neutron, proton) is one, but yet composed of three in perfect unity and harmony. God the Father, God the Son can be visualized in this context as the proton and neutron sitting next to each other (the Son at the right hand of the Father, if you will). The Holy Spirit can also be visualized as the electron cloud around the proton and neutron, for no one can know where He is at any given second, but can be felt and experienced as the wind blows - hence "spirit". Just as we cannot not know the exact location of an electron, yet we know it is there. Same with the Holy Spirit.