AntMan ID: 1d8acf May 2, 2018, 10:29 a.m. No.5999   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>6051

>>5852

 

Dr. Strange sorry I have not replied sooner to you. I have read this post many times and contemplated it and I'm ready. Most of you have precieved this already about me but I'm a normie like you all talk about. My awakening was April 2017, I can remember vividly watching Mark Passio's video

 

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=65GNSDDnh_8

 

and I was blown away by what I was able

to learn. I then watched the natural law seminar and while I was watching it I thought I was under going mind control by Mark. The programming done to me and the programming I did to myself was incredible. I was not supposed to wake up. I watched and listened to most of Mark's wisdom before I was then introduced to David Icke. I liked the contrast of teaching between the two teachers, one was abrupt and pissed off that we (the all) was not awakening and one was like a parent telling you amazing secrets that you only could have dreamed of. It took both these teachers and the most important teacher I still have today (my loving partner) many months of discussion and debates before I finally could kind of see and really understand the matrix and roll we play. I almost lost my mind, I'm not kidding. It hit me like a wisdom beating never did before. When I realized cause and effect I immediately made major life changes and I am thankful I did as my mind and body and heart thank me daily.

I can really say without a doubt the most important thing I did to really open myself up to receiving the wisdom that has been passed to me by others in to live in my heart. My heart was the key to breaking down most and the last of my programming.

 

The heart is everything it is the ALL.

 

When I am in my heart self I see ALL that I AM. Any ONE'S that want change in their life just simply live out of your heart and everything in your life will change.

 

In the beginning of living out of my heart I wanted everything to be blissful and happy and would shut out anything negative in my life but I began to realize that I was not of service to myself or anyone else by doing that and my learning and growing started to dry up. As you all read this you who have been here since the beginning have seen me go through this growing up. It was the most heart pounding thing I ever did when I posted on here for the first time as I felt I had nothing really to offer anyone except Astral traveling. I lurked and anticipated RA posts on the main board more than Q posts as I felt RA was going to give me the deeper understanding of the knowledge I needed to learn. Don't get me wrong Q posts in the beginning helped me learn the unmatrix history to build a base from but I longed for the wisdom "being" RA was delivering to us.

 

One of the things that I have learned is that the information is available to us all. The knowledge is in the information when applying to IRL. The wisdom comes when it finds you. You can't find wisdom, wisdom finds you. Which brings me to you Dr Strange when I ask you about this part of your post:

 

There is much Wisdom that can be learned from books and ancient texts… even viable information on the internet.

 

Then there is Divine Wisdom. I would love for you to experience these beings my friend…

 

What is divine wisdom?

I honestly don't know the difference between wisdom and divine wisdom.

 

Why would you like myself to learn divine wisdom?

I honestly feel I am behind everyone in my learning and divine wisdom sounds awesome but I don't know if I'm ready. My ego is screaming at me right now saying to say that I'm ready.

 

"BEINGS" ok… Here I go… Can ONE only learn divine wisdom from these beings you describe in the night sky?

 

What form do they take with contact? Is it like the law of ONE when RA used a medium to communicate? Will I hear them in my mind or feel them in my heart or see them with my eyes?

 

After experiencing these beings what will change for me? I ask you this as you have experienced the change.

 

And lastly I have no doubt/fear I will meet these beings as I am of heart mind so should I have milk and cookies waiting for them? Lol

 

I hope sharing with you all my journey here that some normie lurker like me who has been restraining from posting due to lack of experience or confidence will post and take that next step in their journey because I can tell you from personal experience that don't regret it.

 

A special thanks to ALL of you my friends that have put up with my ego, self doubt, fear and lack of writing skills. I am forever an aspiring student willing to learn from those willing to share their knowledge. It is one of life's greatest gifts that I continually receive and I thank you ALL in the ALL.