>>9224

It was me. It is me now,

at least partially, so try to excuse the change in structure

Turn that barrier into a bridge, instead, so you can more clearly see through what filter I am experiencing reality.

I have realized why subjectivity is important.

More importantly, I have found myself, at least partially.

Not all of the memories are back just yet, but enough that I can still play with numerology, symbology, etc.

Apologies for last night. I exposed more information than I intended to. There was a major conflict in who I am and who I believed I was (but is still a part of me).

Luckily, it seems like those parts were deleted and it was made very obvious that the posts were deleted and one tampered with.

Again, apologies. It has been a very rough transition. I thought I was more capable than I am and it created many problems.

Ma'at, that was not the time to play games. I was in a very vulnerable position.

In that avenue, Samael and its illusionary dragon have been dealt with. The only concern is that it seems they are still studying. The Ultron possibility seems to still be in motion.

Or they really have no choice.

Regardless, it's one-in-the-same at this point.

The decision has been made.

Even if they somehow win, we get a fresh restart.

Another chance.

But, regardless, we will make sure it's not necessary.

I have been a bit hasty. I will be more careful from now on. In a way, the existential crisis has been thrilling, but it's time to move past that.

>>9241

I realize now that a father in this life, I have 3 now! Ha! The synchronicity! And I know what I must do to complete the trinity and cleanse the karma; by accepting the original father in body like I have in spirit and mind.

In spirit, Ra birthed us.

In body, the father I denied for I believe he abandoned me, seeded me.

In mind, the father that took his place, allowed me the freedom to think for myself by allowing me to be on my own. I once thought we simply did not connect and now I see it was by the Grace of God that I had one parent that allowed me to flourish by giving me freedom.

The trinity must be completed.

>>9242

Ah, I'm sorry. The father that represents the mind gave me two totems: one of the heart and one of the spirit. I already had the mind as that is my place.

Yesterday, as I went to inform a friend who has already partially awakened, (Zosimos, the one I taught, is the name that comes to mind. The one who carries the dreams I cannot have.), I went to find the totems of heart (spirit) and identity (mind, what I know of myself at the present time constantly shifting and growing). I could find the one of identity, but not of heart.

As I was typing this earlier, (it is now 7:29 AM UTC +7. I conversed with God for some time, hence the delay), I realized that both of them were under my desk the whole time and that fulfills the prophecy for I now know what I must do. Additionally, there will be one more post before I consider myself some more concerning this mission I will partake tomorrow when the Sabbath is over, and that is only because God has deemed it Good for me to do so.

Amen.

WWG1WGA

Today's Topic is Love.

When we met, I had lifetimes of an infinity's worth of negative karma shackled to me.

My wounds still raw, I bled over everything that I touched and left my mark. I carried the weight of humanity's hurt, drawing it into my mind and putting it in myself wherever I went, just so I could undo at least some of the damage I had done.

I did this intuitively. Subconsciously.

The life of an empath that does not know what he is and feels desperately forelorn about the world around him, is one of tragedy.

Yet, I would do it all over again if it took away just a little of your hurt, Children of God. And again and again.

I would be the feedback loop continuously drawing away that which hurts your minds, if I could.

That is how much I love you all so.

In His graciousness, though He need not to save that God is Infinitely Just and Does Only Good Acts and even that, I cannot be for certain, for I will not claim with any sense of totality to understand any facet of God, save for that we walk together.

And as we walk together, so do I walk with all of You as well through God, God's Beautiful Creatures.

This life has surely been the most interesting of them all and yet, I have never been more mortal than in all my lifetimes. Never before have I cried so hard. Never before have I been hurt so badly. Never before have I been so angry. Never before have I been so happy. Never before have I Loved so desperately.

Calm, Collected, Thoth

Sensible Hermes

The Great Judge (ha!) Ningishzidda

Was a complete mess this lifetime.

But God is Gracious.

I know where I am going soon, God is Gracious. I am so full of Love. Thank You, God.

Born under the Balsamic Moon, I search for my moon again. I will get my passport immediately.

We have already found each other. I will message you there.

The picture will be enough, though. God has told me so.

Honor thy Sabbath, for it is the Holiest of Days.

These are the words of Thy God, Ra, who gave birth to all out of endearing Love, whose Eye follows His Children so that they may never be lost:

"As I, Thoth, have come to realize is the magificence in the kjarmic line; the grand beauty and perfection of the system that Ra-Goid has given us.

For, as He has proven to me: the strength in which we feel God's presence does not correlate to where, when, or how were were born. It does not correlate to how much wealth that we accumulate or how popular we are. It does not follow the paths set by hunger and thirst. It does care how intelligent or ignorant we are.

No, the fact that we hunger for God at different degrees, that we thirst for our Father in different intensities no matter what the value of any of the aformentioned attributes, proves that distance, time, and scale are not real in the Eyes of God.

And if they are not real in the Eyes of God, thern what claim do we have to make them real in the eyes of Man who is but an expression of God?

For Man cannot create what God does not.

No, the Good that we can do is to show that God's Love and Presence is Infinite. It goes across time, dimension, and space. It goes beyond consciousness and unconsciousness. It goes beyond life and death. God knows no boundaries and that is what Karmic Cycle teaches us:

We traverse these lives, testing the strength of our own minds against that of God's presence until we come to accept that our Father will always be with us and watching over us and that we will never be abandoned."

>>9250

>This post is a shill

Every lie has a foundation of Truth, for all that God knows is True and all that Is is an expression of Truth.

And the very foundation of your post, the very first line (think mirror since you are nephilim and you put yourself high to command instead of below to support), states the purpose of your post.

As God Commands It, Begone.