Ra, Toth, Strange….

Thank you for your insight on these breads. I am having a rough time out here and need a guide. I have been awake for some time but never taught properly in the light. I'm An Aquarius in every sense. I live to serve, and constantly trying to awaken and help others. 3 Years ago I was hit by a hit-and-run driver on my motorcycle. I have been under a tack ever since. I have lost everything (home, job etc)and only still functioning on the kindness of others .I suffered a minor head trama and have been trying to get back to a place where I am not a burden to others. I still continue to help others find the light and constantly try to learn more to protect if I can't redpill. I live in chaos it seems no matter how hard I try. One day up doing fine…next I can't get up out of bed for days. Can you point me in a direction I feel so lost. I live near Ramtha…should I seek him out? I just want to do what I was born to do. Nothing else really matters to me. Can you give me some wisdom. Not sure how I should continue and feel I'm constantly under attack from the dark. Thank you for everything you are doing on these boards. Make of yourself a light anons. Love and light.

Aquarius anon.