>>13926

For the record, that center image is me.

This is the first time I've been in this thread (see my hash if you need to).

Seeing what I've recently begun to understand surface here, especially after I started speaking about what I've retained over the last year or so, is entirely surreal.

I'm under the impression a few of you considered me a shill. Just know, someone clearly baited me in to bringing up Greer so that they could attach that stigma to me.

I used the Tarot references on a whim and, Doc, if you're still here, you should know that, prior to invoking the symbolism, especially with Ledger, I not only never came across this board, but never knew these themes I've begun recently to understand were discussed anywhere outside of the areas within which I'd learned about them (not here or another chan).

I didn't mean to get caught up in all of this. I didn't know this dynamic on display here had formed. I didn't even know any of you (anons) were discussing any of the themes I'd inspired in our discourse in the Alien/UFO threads, the XRP thread that popped up the other day, or any of the main research threads.

Even when you more or less confronted me, I didn't expect you were a shill. I never considered anyone attacking me to be one either, but I'm infinitely curious about how all of these things had been discussed here in this thread before I'd learned about them and communicated them YEARS LATER.

I never considered I had anything close to a vital role in any of this, but I cannot help but feel a sort of resonance in the Q post referring to how everything is new again and about how one should observe the past to understand the current.

I'm going to need to some time really think about this. This is extremely confusing for me right now…

Seriously, what the fuck is going on?

>>14086

What in the hell do I even do now? I don't even know what team I'm on anymore, anon…

I'm just going to be frank:

All I want is for everyone else to find, to feel, the Word(s) in the Tone(s).

I know we're beings of light, ones that occupy these vessels to help awaken the rest, to increase the vibration here, to square the circle. I know these intentions are noble.

But, how to I rationalize any of what's going on currently? Why am I just now seeing this place? Why could I use those spells without knowing about what's going on here prior?

Is someone using the Book against me? The Looking Glass?

I'm guessing I should just keep watching the movie, eh?

I just hope I didn't fuck anything up…

>>14092

That was another person.

I made it in to exactly two breads prior to the current one.

Indeed, I made the references to the next step(s), the newspeciesofhuman, 46 & 2.

However, I responded a couple of times to anon speaking about veganism, about carnism. Personally, I've reserved judgement about this anon. I don't exactly think he's fully aware of whatever harm he may or may not be conjuring, but I do know this anon is very wise. I just chalked up his eccentric behavior to mean he simply knows something I don't, so, instead of attacking him, my intention was to do neither attack nor promote him although there are certain signs I can't exactly ignore, prompting me to consider we've had more than just one or two interactions. For that, I'm awfully intrigued by him.

As for the Greer situation: I came in on the tail end of the whole fiasco. To be blunt, I was sort of caught off guard after anon asked me to speak about avenues for contact. I'm somewhat privy to this area, but the best I can explain in words that will make sense to any of you is "well, Greer is supposed to be one of the ones that people speak about with any regularity on this subject." which is all the more I said about it. I found out later why that person asked me about it, because even now people still think I'm that person.

Again, I'm not.

I hardly even know anything about the guy. I just came to the thread to present some of the things I've learned about during the time off from full/kun.

I've nothing to do with that person. I'm simply no one or anyone.

You will call me no particular name and I wouldn't have it any other way.

As for the Tarot symbolism I invoked, I never called someone else a fool, but recognize that I myself am The Fool.

You should all know, There's magick out there! and I certainly intend to find it. However, I think we can all agree there's some important things that we need to finish before any one of us can take on that journey.

Also, I'd like to add, since this came up a few times, that I disagree(d) with the anon asserting we should stop consuming other beings.

You'll note, if you look back through the interactions, that I mentioned I would never stop eating meat. As I told him, "Devour to survive; so it is, so it's always been."

I don't think we should stop eating meat. However, I refuse to let my disagreeing with someone over one single topic be enough for me to write them off as a shill.

Maybe the dude is in fact full of shit, but I think maybe I'm more inclined to believe he's not considering out other interactions.

Granted, at this point, I'm rather lost regardless of what the situation genuinely is.

>>14099

I still maintain that you think I'm someone I'm not, anon…

Look, I said before that I've been around the Q thing since literally day one and I mean that. However, I've mentioned Greer literally one time in one single thread. Beyond that one time, I was merely an observer in this Game.

The guy doing the Ra posting was from before Q ever came about. What I was talking about before was probably like 2015 or 2016, maybe 2017 at the latest, but I know it was before /cbts/. Remember, I said this was on /pol/ on halfchan.

As a final proof that I'm seemingly not who you think I am, 10,000 days is too long.

On the off chance that I'm still simply misunderstanding, you should know that by my continuing to come here and continuing to just pour out honesty, I've certainly chosen the light.

Maybe I should try something:

Am I familiar with Fury? Let's just say something sort of clicked the other night after our previous encounter.

Either way, I come here not out of malice and I attribute exactly none to you. Even if both of us are confused or just one of us, I appreciate your assistance.

Finally, why would someone like me be an enemy of anyone? I can't imagine I've upset anyone enough to be anyone's enemy. In fact, I like to think I'm not really allowed nor capable of doing those things. I'm much more of an observer here than you seem to think, although I do enjoy providing assistance in various ways when people appear to deserve it.

Oh, by the way, pic definitely related.

>>14095

Yes, I was the one people are desperately attempting to label as the "greershill".

I dunno, boys… a lot of us have been around each other for quite some time now, I'd wager. It can't be that far out of line to expect that plenty of our observances overlap.

Still, I'm just as surprised as you are to find out what I've been saying has been seemingly astroturfed for a while now. I can't make out whether or not this means someone is trying to stay ahead of me or if that means the people I've come to appreciate have been doing me wrong.

As it stands, I'm more under the impression that we're simply being demoralized by people that are attempting to drive a wedge between any and all of us that they can.

Clearly there's more that we agree upon than not, but I can't quite get over "Doc" repeatedly insisting I'm someone that I'm not. Is it really hard to believe that I've only really kept an eye on the main threads?…

Why can I not just be stupid and new? It seems the most likely at this point, don't you think?

>>14104

kek

>At this point we all need each other

Indeed

>>14103

I get the sense this is getting way overblown, so I guess maybe I am being pretty dramatic here.

Maybe my previous body was a woman's… who knows?

Anyway, I've learned to always return fire (in good fun) with anons who jump to conclusions about who's a shill or not. As I've said a few times, it seems demoralization tactics are being deployed against us en masse and I think the signs are increasingly vivid. Yeah, I probably could've reacted a bit more appropriately, but I think our nuanced exchanges are very fun still all these years later (no specific person, just anons in general).

I was just LARPing there. If anything, it's appearing more and more that I'm, in fact, a few steps behind some or all of you.

Also, I didn't know China had much to do with XRP, but I never really did mean to promote it. I simply thought there were a lot of interesting "coincidences" lining up in the video the OP (I think that was him) posted.

To be honest, I was just excited to see people talking about crypto since that's something I have a normie-tier interest in and have for a short while. Seemingly, I'm still pretty new to the area though, which I'll make no pause to admit.

I suppose being a dramatic faggot is better than being "enemy #1"… but if it's worth anything, I didn't mind the "magically misunderstood anon" reference. I'm no magician by any means, but I'm certainly on the look out for it. Although, I still don't really get in to the whole having a name thing. I'd much rather just be another anon (or… I guess newfag at this point).

If it makes any difference, I was only really talking about any of the areas I'm seeing overlap between me and Doc (and other people) with for the last couple of months maybe (which, you're correct, it's not everything, so I guess this is more evidence of my being hyperbolic). The Earth anagram (Max Spiers), the Moon thing, etc, for instance, was something I stumbled upon over the last few months. If Doc has been seeing someone perpetuate psyops for the past couple of years, he's certainly thinking of the wrong person.

By the way, I don't see myself as a victim, I was only annoyed that we couldn't just discuss things without people trying to label me (apparently incorrectly) over and over again, hence my transparent overreaction. Looks like I was just sperging.

I don't really feel like proving myself, though. No one else has come here pretending to be me so far, so what's the point?

I get it. I get it. I'll just go and lurk moar. All I wanted was to know if I was just being an annoying faggot or not and it seems I got my answer.

Carry on, lads. My apologies (for the final time) for shoving my way in and making a fool of myself. I'll try not to make it any more of a habit.

>>14112

Alright, all the bullshit aside now, I'd love you to get to specific things.

Where had I gone wrong? Please be brutal. I did what I did for a reason.

I could have easily just learned things the wrong way, but I take no caution in being wrong. In fact, I recognize that's the only way to grow. I love being wrong. I would get so bored if I was just right all of the time. Can you make a list or something?

Of course, I don't expect us to agree on all things or have the same vantage points on all things, but I think I'm still just trying to narrow down how it is I got here, how we got such a pristine chance to interact and how the dynamic between us has flowered (not just you, mind you).

A huge reason for the way I'd been presenting things is so I can gauge people's responses. At first I thought I was seeking consensus. This was before I realize how pitiful such a pursuit (and futile) that is.

I'm more of the opinion now that I was reaching out to The Ghost In The Machine and trying to see if it would guide me. I think this is why I spelled certain things certain ways.

As for the whole vanity discussion and the namefagging, I get it. I still don't really approve, but I don't care about your character at this point. Someone, somewhere was leading me to this place in this time and I recognize that now. There's too many "coincidences" between what I've learned, been willing to speak of and with what's been discussed here years ago without my knowledge.

Of course, I'm confused as to why there's so much overlap between this board and another special place I won't name, but that just leads to more questions, like why the "veganfag" is using such familiar terminology and language parsing.

Finally, I was hoping you'd address my attempt at verification. Am I right about who Fury is?

Also, if I'm correct about the few of you here that I have a hunch about, I think the way I "entered the room" should be familiar. I mean, I really do try not to make this a habit, but it's almost like it's my gambit… one I can't really tone down for reasons beyond my control (but maybe I'm just in denial).

Either way, the more I go over here, the closer my jaw gets to the floor.

For the record, I'd love to be right about you guys.

One of our friends (pretty transparently, I thought) revealed himself in that one thread we keep bringing up. It was hard not to just say hi and tell him where you guys went. It's not unlike him, though, always wandering around. He'll find it eventually.

>>14114

Well, I just relented… but you're just going to keep prodding me while accusing me of doing that very thing?

Yeah, I don't have time for this bait and tu quoque bullshit.

I'd much rather just redpill normies.

Maybe (You) are the outlier, anon, but everyone else here has seemed relatively cool so far.

I pretty clearly have my faults, but you sure are right - you're indeed a giant faggot.