>I have completed watching the videos (Sphere of Wisdom and all) to the point they repeat.
>I think I need to check myself into a hospital now.
Whhhoa Doctor!
I don't endorse reading or watching shit that makes you feel bad.
Feelings are muy importante! They guide us to further wisdom.
I read that MJ12 twat in one afternoon and it was beneficial only to the point where I could dream about what is possible in the "programs that exist outside the public realm" arm of the Qmap. I had been trolling the main chans dodging shills and thinking earth side divisionary politics for the last month or so. It was a nice lift up to the 40,000 ft view. Now, as always in this crazy game of us further understanding just what the heck is going on in our universe and what part we (I) personally play, it is taken with a grain of salt. I store patterns that emerge in my brain files that have displayed similar patterns. After my initial gorging of the bread, feces or gold, I feel satiated on that particular subject from that particular angle of understanding and only glance back (if at all, depending on interest or further pattern recognition). and as time goes on, I continue to troll for knowledge (or just go about the doings of my IRL). If anything that I read after the initial obsession makes me feel bad, in my body or in my heart, I move on! There is so much information available to feast upon.
Side note: Ive glanced back at the MJ12 twat and it looks as if a few people are calling them out for being retarded. making connections b/w nefarious energy weapons and MJ12. I think the karmic disclosure works in both directions and it is up to us to ciphen out the Truth. To be decipher-ers of knowledge.
thats why Teamwork!
Cuz there is so much to know.
and at the end of all equations.
of course
LOVE
and
God
is.