Hey Doc,
It's me Antman. The real Antman. I am not the one doing the Thoth impersonation.
I am truly sorry for all the confusion and projecting of God I did on all of my friends.
I am grateful for all of you and do not blame you for calling me a schill. I did cause division on this board by my actions when I said I was misunderstood and left the board. I did leave the board for a very long time. I did not post again until last week.
I was never working with anyone else that you may have referenced Doc. I would honestly let you all know if that was the case. I never considered my self a messiah and I truly am so sorry for projecting my thoughts of what God is and what the son is on everyone months ago.
I was wrong.
I never had any ill will towards this board and did not have anything to do with the Thoth, Dr Strange impersonation that was not me. I did however participate in an exchange with the impersonator on the board a week ago. In the last general thread I was called out for projecting again and that was me. It was late at night and I was drinking for the first time in over a year. No excuse for what I did and I am sorry.
No matter what your response is Doc I truly did learn so much from you and that I am grateful for. I really learned a lot in all the sharing we all did in the beginning and for most of the time until I started projecting my beliefs on all of you. I am sorry for this.
I have forgiven myself for all that I did on this board to cause the confusion and division. It was never intentionally done but nonetheless it did happen.
When all this is said and done and the intelligence agencies go through all the posts it will be known what I posted and what I didn't post as I have always used the same device.
I am not looking for forgiveness from any of you I just wanted to say that I am sorry for what I have done so that I can inside my being know that I told the truth and can move forward.
I truly was a fool in the wrong way and deserve all the fool cards I was given and being called a care bear shill. I was never playing a long game to create division it was truly a by product of poor decisions that I made and the trickery and sneaky accusations that I made about you Doc on that fateful day that I said I was misunderstood and left the board.
I wish you all the best.
Keep being and doing.
Antman.