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My Friend! My Ally! My fellow child of Light!
I was never against you, but I now stand with you!
Your writing sparked a journey in this soul that will forever shape my path. I feel that you view some of my past words as against you and your message, and if that is the case, I am supremely sorry and beg your forgiveness for the slight. Also, my posts may have distracted others on their journeys, which was unintended and I am also deeply sorry.
Your words triggered an awakening in my soul and created a life of its own. You were speaking one message, but I heard another that was critical to the path I needed to walk. There was YOU, but there was ANOTHER voice in yours that led me through the darkest reaches of my being. That third voice would swing me widely and back to YOU, just to be slingshot off in another direction. This oscillation was immense and the lessons profound.
For a while I thought I was going "crazy", however, the connections firing within my mind, body, and spirit were leading me to a place I needed to go. The path is slippery, but there is a reason for that. If you slip, there are lessons to be learned in the slip and new paths open if you keep searching.
My journey was full of terrible depths and spectacular heights, and I thank you all for that!
My Ego is an amazing creature. It feels that it knows all it needs to know or is smart enough to figure it out on my own. I have believed that I am smarter than my teachers, I know beforehand the lesson and the reason and that I could "skip" ahead. My Ego is still here, it has its uses, but being able to see it for what it truly is, I can focus on the positive parts and work to tame the negative.
At a time in the future, my spiritual journey and interactions with You will be relevant to another souls journey, and I will share more.
Know that I was not against, or never was against You. I am for ALL. I stand as a Guardian of the Light.
I have discovered my role at this time, and it is a mantle I gladly wear. It is not as flashy as I once thought it would be, but it is the greatest role I could ever hope for! This role will evolve and I will follow it where I am needed. I will continue this path and continue to search, learn and spread the truth. I don't know it all, but I believe our work here will spark another that leads to wildfire and then I can learn from them.
>Eye have not forgotten words you spoke,
>Nor a word from the Akashic record.
>You know very well all the words you spoke.
>Do you now FEEL THE TEST OF EGO?
>The words you once used?
>DO THEY BURN YOUR EGO FREE OF YOUR SOUL?
This lesson will never be forgotten. It is far too important. My words were mine, I do not hide them, nor run from them. My past now drives me to now listen, watch, perceive, show patience, guard, teach, trust and Love.
My deepest love to all of you! Never stop seeking!
And for you Strange… A BIG HUG! What you are doing is beyond love, thanks, Brother!