WW I want to thank you for how you play your role in the new script we are all creating. There is so much confusion with twist and turns everywhere when I attempt to reverse engineer this system. You have helped me so much in the M/F relationship/connection. When I have read your past post regarding the subject… I have no idea how to even approach how convoluted M/F connection has become. The subtle divisions everywhere. I guess you needed to kinda slap me and Cliff in the face a little today….Bare with me as I try to explain with reflection of this experience from the field.

Hopped into the truck this morning to go grab some coffee …little breakfast….Cliff rollin shotgun of course. I pulled into a parking lot and parked so I could chill and catch up with everyOne on TL. Needless to say I was swept away with thot and everyOnes light. At the moment I was hanging out with WW at the beach. I was thinking about your comment about whaling…I have always loved your voice BTW. I have always loved harmonies too. I look forward to singing with you someday. Harmonies seem to always bring out the best of both voices together. The songs of two voices are usually so beautiful because they will typically tell a story of pain and love. Its interesting how pulling the heart strings is one of their greatest tools of control in the greatest lies ever told. When we watch a commercial on TV we see everyone playing their roles properly but always kinda yankin on the heart strings to sell you whatever product. Its twisted how they take the greatest part of our feature set and use it against our “better” judgment.

I was thinking a lot about judgment recently. I really don’t know how to approach this puzzle piece either. I definitely need help processing this one. From my observation we ALL judge everything in our field of view. Its so subtle and so much knowledge is replayed of our past experience in that 100000th of a second. Just to make sure we are “safe” “are we ok?” … “do we got this?” Do I need to roll outa here to find a safer place so I can keep rolling. When I think about other feature sets that I don't have to think about they just occur without thot (breathing and heart beat). I have usually find incredible insights when I dig around in this type of feature. Is Judgement a super feature that has many layers of choice? A “Free” wills choice? I have always considered myself not really judge-mental but I am aware I just judge anyway. I guess the difference I would try to testify would be “how I judge”…. with my passion for the human condition. Regardless of who I am with I will always attempt to treat everyOne the same…like a king or queen. You truly never really know who you are talking with if your online or face to face. Sure… there are definitely good kings and queens and some bad ones….But when I acknowledge another human with good intent its usually what they will typically bring back in response….seems built in to our system. Somehow people just realize something about me with out even knowing me. (Hard to explain because I don’t get it.) They just seem to be comfortable saying whatever with me because they some how just know I don't care about the bullshit we are all fed. I genuinely enjoy the beauty of their role and the story they want to share.

The love the pain its all beautiful to me. Not sure why exactly but maybe its because its their truth struggling to brake free from the trap.

We all are there with “it” sharing our interpretation of the love we see and the painful bullshit we have all been fed to manipulate our free will. Layer upon layer it goes.

So is judgment something we can just get rid of? It does seem to work without my attention. Is it just a bad program we should delete? A powerful software that can be easily hacked into? Or do we just need to become better observers so we can act as our own free will firewall? Is our judgment is a special tool that must be used with great level of respect and sincerity because we are all connected. In my judgment …..Judgment comes down to how we use it possibly? Does it come down to what we do with our judgment? Help me out I’m lost here……in the AIR.

When i finally “arrive” back to the present moment with Cliff having coffee. I realized a good amount of time has passed. I am also realizing I just left the truck lights on…..Shit!

Cliff leans over laughing….”you just pulled a WW.” (Don’t worry I zapped him for ya WW. ;-) I started laughing too. Too perfect WW is just showing off at this point… I realized I don’t have a single tool on the truck to “fix” this situation. Emergency quick starter was at the shop broken…I had every tool on board to take apart the entire truck but nothing on board that could actually turn the starter over. I had nothing to “make car go.” All I had were jumper cables. This creates a “situation” for me and Cliff. Its never easy for us to put ourselves out there and simply ask for help. (Seems pretty simple right…not so much for ole Cliffy sometimes. How do we get this “right” if even the seemingly simplest of lessons are so hard to learn.) From the script Cliff and I were led to follow as a man, we prefer to be the super hero in all situations. We are supposed to save the day dammit.

That’s when the rain started …. It really came down too. I couldn’t ask any one to stand outside during a down pour and help my dumb ass. I looked up and I saw blue sky coming our way so I thot I would just chill and wait it out. …. I was enjoying catching up with everyone here on the bread anyway…much better than the current situation presented. After some time the rain stopped …sun even perked up. So Cliff got the cables out and opened the hood to give the international signal that I'm a dumb ass that forgot to turn the lights off. Busy parking lot people in and out doing their thing. Finally I saw a gentleman walking to his truck and asked if he had time to hook up the cables to his car. He said no problem he mentioned all he was heading back to was doing his taxes so I wasn’t keeping him from anything exciting. So I connected the batteries ….the tool truck fired right up. As I went back to unhook…. Said thank you again….my name is Logan BTW. He shook my hand and said Logan I'm “Chance”. I had to hold my laughter to inside as I disconnected the batteries…I thanked him again and hopped back in the truck just laughing as I step back and realize how small I am in this truly divine place that we exist.

Its hard putting ourselves out there sometimes but if you do there is a good Chance out there and something waiting to be learned. Its a challenge to see the beautiful coincidences if we aren’t paying attention. It seems like our teachers are everywhere if we are quiet enough to listen.

WW thank you for being the most powerful example of love for us all to reflect on with our thots. We both had similar experience with “leaving our lights on.” Your shared experience with rainbows and butterflies and how you floated seamlessly through so gracefully in your “situation”. Being a rock …. my “situation” makes is easy to get stuck without your beautiful example in the light. Thank you for taking me to task today with your love light and water…You showed me some key things that need to be brought to attention. Im a stubborn rock sometimes hard to move quickly on some subjects…you will probably need to slap me in the face a few more times before I work it out of the program.

…I finally saw the movie of your story. Its pretty safe to say we are all in love with you and your role. Heart so big it could crush this town as Tom would say. Love seems to be one of your most powerful super skills and you make it look so easy. Thank you for being here for ALL of us.

LLL