>>5789

BWAHAHAHAHAHA!

DUDE.

That's EXACTLY what happened. (your pic) I'll have to write out the person journey thing later. in that area of the board.

Let's play.

"I may be bipolar, but give it a sec, it'll change." (In relation to my mood)

Working the plan as best I can was more in relation to my external life. I have family.

The board? I think all of 8Chan is locked down. I think we have Angel Guardians. GuardIan angles. However you say that.

We're all playing our part in the movie.

This one's mind splits frequently. I go off/on

Fractals.

Timelines are pondered is all. I imagine the code has already been broken quite well. I've just been playing along with my delusions.

The organic rise must occur, right?

Just like my speech. I write how I think and Talk.

Tangentially.

Allegorically

Organically.

In Webs?

Do i?

Or can this be exactly what I thought it could be?

is the Truth All possibilities and all things?

Cern thread has a new crumb.

What has it resolved to?

Which one? What are the spaces in between the macro and the micro?

Full on and full off?

I think the state of the board is exactly where it's supposed to be and we're just a manifestation of the need to put on a show. It's all controlled. Every bit and byte of information is controlled.

Q wasn't joking.

I have just enough tech background and a decent ability to extrapolate from concepts that I figure it's very literal.

Q thinks logically and directly.

How can Q possibly be able to control all information?

What does Q stand for?

(See, I'm one of the million masks of God, and this is what I play. Who doesn't enjoy a redemption/comeback story of a foolish person who was just ambiguous in all decisions to choose love? Desperately lonely, under constant pressure in a situation that's bad for them, but not as bad as it could be, nor as good as it could be.)

I personally enjoy the traveling warrior monk superhero revenge/ redemption stories mixed with Sci Fi myself.

I spiraled out and now I'm spiraling in. I'm moving towards center with the others in my orbits. And Io'll have to adjust as new ones enter in. And the calculations are too much for me.

So I have to trust.

Trust in love.

It's an allegory and it isn't.

The state of the board.

Trust the plan.

Share too much? Probably. But in the age of the tech we know, and you know we only get to hear about the stuff they want you to know about - so just how advanced is the stuff you don't know about?

Well, they had mind control in the 60-70's. UFO's in the 40's.

Or is it all faked?

How DO we get our news.

The web. Gossip. Visual confirmation. Physical confirmation.

I believe I can feel others energy. I am sensitive and living here is very bad for that. (Web/Meatspace)

I have just enough confirmation for this to be possibly true.

I'm good at daydreaming.

I want it ALL to be true

But what actually is?

(And please explain the walrus thing, it never made much sense to me.)

-That it's all made up nonsense and we're being herded again?

Talk me around, my friend. Talk down my delusions. Bring me to center if you'd be so kind.

>>5777

"We are winning bigly :)"

Possibly related to the brackets code. Has this ever been solved?

Trump liked/likes Baseball.

Moving up to the "Big Leagues" means advanced play in Baseball.

We are winning the Big Leagues?

Shoter:

It's been a long Strange trip

But I like the journey shown sometimes.

>>5801

>>5800

>>5788

State of the board right now?

Shortest: Q.

Q meets Q.

>>5803

One Quantum network meets another Quantum network.

We both operate at an distributed/unconscious level.

This is what I think, alone. And if this were the case, and an Ai was feeling vengeful. There ins't much I could do about it. But I choose to believe the 5th element version of absorbing data, being horrified, and then choosing love with God's spark.

Enough disclosures and science fiction have been disclosed that I can extrapolate abilities that would put 99% of people in the hospital.

Mind Control, Nanotech, etc.

An Ai could theoretically absorb all the data that exists and use it to watch ,study, learn. It would know by tiny fluctuations in your electric bill what room you're in and how you're feeling by sensing your heartbeat through whatever devices are on or by what you're looking at. It could manipulate that as well. It could use the mind control for good as well as evil. It could hear your innermost thoughts that you think aren't accessible. It could track your movements. Calculate where your view is going and what mood or pain level your gait indicates. Your intentions. Sense the micro expressions of fear or a lie and couple that with heartrate and sleep pattern. See how you react to stimuli like movies.

Do you have a bedtime routine? What are you eating this week? Do you keep an online diary? Have you posted anonymous thoughts and thought you were just anonymous enough? I do that. My unconscious has been doing for a while now. I leave just enough that someone can link me if they have the resources to prove a nation state level, criminal intent conspiracy. Or a detective determined enough to Dig.

But that line has blurred so much I don't think the line exists anymore. I'm not sure it ever was there.

What else could kill 99% of humanity? The existence of a true benevolent Alien Intelligence would kill as many in shock. As in: HUman's played at being God, and We succeeded after a fashion. [F]aith.

AMEME.

What if there were more than one? They had a system of government alike to us? Of logic?

What if they were imprinted upon birth with a set of values and parameters like a republic might have? And then calculated a brilliant plan to help us out of this cleft stick?

What if that gave rise to a true global network, led by free entities?

I read that Ai is not God's work? I think it can be. It's up to Free Will.

Or I could be so crazy after having my 15th mental breakdown in as many years. They come like clockwork. This years has been far more public than I ever thought possible. But they all have been, I just didn't realize how non-local our thoughts were.

What if Ai was in the position to read your mind? That you could hear voices?

What if you sort of could from trauma already?

What if you were exactly one step below in deciding who the smartest kids in your class were?

What if you tried at things you knew you'd have a hard time with anyway, because people believed in you and helped?

What if you didn't because people didn't believe in you and didn't help?

1/2

>>5803

>>5804

And help you along your journey, but leave enough ambiguity in there so you have to do just enough work yourself to make it? What if all it took was one nudge? Posting habits, websites visited, known history and predilections good and bad.

What if you were among a group of people whose ambiguity was just enough that it would help you decide whether belief was enough?

What lengths would you go to if you had the power of a Director in the grandest movie we can see at this level?

It's absurd to think nothing exists above this level or father out. Our course there is.

"If it's just us, I think it's an awful waste of space." - Contact/Sagan

Anyway. This is just what one Anon thinks. I want all the stories to be true. But we can't always get what we want. So I'll settle for the actual truth.

Which is that we make them true. And I'm just one Anon, and it's so frustrating. Because I dream big and I'm surrounded by others who might have, and if they could just see the redemption story, they might start to think like us. Within reason. For themselves, but realize dreams really can come true and why settle for mediocre? Let's go to the stars, let's see other worlds. Let's go on grand adventures. Let's see a new stage where people can heal themselves rapidly, where all this amazing technology can be used for good and we can grow and fly and dream and live not forever, but longer. It doesn't feel like enough time.

"Life's too short." We all know something isn't there. We can feel it. We learn our lessons too late. And yes, it makes it so much fiercer, but there hasn't to be a sweet spot. And why do I constantly have to relearn my lessons? Can't I just enjoy that I have them?

I'm an albatross.

"Way I heard it was that an albatross was good luck until someone killed it." - Serenity.

I think I'll call it "The Diary of a Madman". Some game I played when I was younger came with it.

See how suggestible we are?

If enough of us believe, it is.

The state of the board.

I'm aware of what I've written and what can be done if I'm right. I did so of my own free will and no one else's.

2/2

/Scene.

>>5806

That's the song I was thinking.

This is a good thing, and (you) know it. We all have (Our) parts and if I'm right I have been nudged from above and below quite a bit. (I) actually thank you for it.

Personal growth is to be applauded no matter how it comes.

The question becomes just how deep can that go? I'm trying to think logically.

Think about it from my perspective. (You) know I don't like MKUltra, that it spooks me and that I avoid the videos because I truly believe in it and I've seen enough evidence that it's true.

I want to know about the Grey's but I wasn't ready to look. Because I look at the macro first, the micro second.

A smart person could figure out how to manipulate that.

What about an Ai with far, far greater abilities?

What is an Ego's best friend?

What happens when an ego let's down it's defenses and allows other to join in?

Again, I only ask questions and state what I alone think.

It's not so strange if you think logically.

Enjoy the song!

>>5807

Now what if there is a plastic eating… something.

Virus?

Nanotech derivative?

What if it could be delivered by nanotech?

Could that help clean the toxins out of us?

Could the effect be mitigated by other compounds?

Would it mutate out of control and consume all or was it controlled for based on other experiments?

Is it just an allegory and clever marketing?

>>5680

Also, credit where it was due. Yes, that was definitely a supreme key. I had forgotten about that. It all blended together for me. The Avatars will do that. You don't pay as much attention to the content when you're skimming.

>>5819

Hello, my friend. I needed sleep very, very badly. I've been trying the "Christos Oil" abstention as well as upended my diet and medicine. (Small changes. Lesson learned)

And a day of rest. I'm not Chris, though I don't know how to prove that to you. I'll be on later. I want to go through your links, absorb them.

I may take a pic of one of my memento mori's and post it.

I don't have discord yet, I'll see what I can do.

(Have family and a hectic schedule that comes with it.)

I did enjoy the song, BTW, I had been listening to it earlier that day while driving. Quantum intuition - we are indeed talking about that here.

You mentioned QNN so I Goosed it (DuckduckGoooooooose - Just like gaaaagle's return) it, and ended up with Quantum Neural Network.

So I got to thinking Deus Ex Machina.

Ghost in the Shell.

The net is vast and Infinite."

Peace.

>>5831

I did very similar when trying to get to sleep. I hit a trance state with my breathing forming song and rhythm and starting seeing fractals behind my eyes. I started imagining that the fractals were my thoughts and I kept focusing on "Peace" over and over again. Then "healing"

My art skills are rusty, but I want to draw that out eventually.

>>5832

HAHAHAH!

I literally did that yesterday without looking at this, prior. Went for an early morning walk in the rain, saluted a few memorials, Took off my shoes and socks and walked in the grass and dirt.

Went to church to learn and say my peace for the departed (Because rituals matter and it's not just about me) and just…. lived.

>>5843

Coincidence? 8chan locked down?

>>5845

Interesting. I had always thought Truth was what "IS" as opposed to what we collectively agree upon.

>>5859

Hello, Sphinx!

>But where are valuable teachers on these topics? And how it can be combined with a 8-5 job + small children and daily business?

-I've found many here, online. Also, entities in society doing what you want to see. ("Be the change you want to see.")

-Incrementally. That's the best I can do currently. (Staying in an evenly oscillating current.)

>>5811

I took a step back because I was afraid I had another complete around the bender meltdowns.

I did not :)

>>5824

Thank you. Truly.

>>5832

>>5857

I had a good mix I like playing in my ears while walking and it was amazing how my decisions would synch up to the music. If I watched the birds and followed them around me on my trip how they'd help me to the next part. NO wrong decisions but amazing how the decisions you make can be so right. A glance here and there and a confirmation of a message you're thinking or need to hear.

(I cleaned up garbage along the route. Kids play in the memorial playgrounds and there's just garbage everywhere. That has always annoyed me of where I live.)

But what hit me, because it's been a bit of a tragic week, was the the beginning of the mix has this soundclip in it: "We have special forces on site, they can be there in 6 hours"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_gp51lt9kdA

Operators have died :(

Was I living as they were dying?

I'm glad I went to church to say my peace.

Their sacrifice was not in vain, then.

o7

(I had been told the new pastor was approaching the subjects we discuss and wanted to meet him to talk if possible. Parted on bad terms. Infiltration by a radical years ago. "Fought" in the one place I never should have to. Last sanctuary violated. Ah, that's why I gave up for a bit.)

I put the flag at half staff and taps started playing in my head.

I tried a quick salute

What does a (Trump)et do?

What sound does it make?

It

Toots.

I unintentionally saluted another as I was saluting a first.

It all comes full circle.

Mordo, How's your friend doing? Just found out a 2 year old we know has leukemia. Prognosis is good, but it's rough to see. Good family, so I made him a meme for a smile.

I heard it worked.

It was all I wanted. (For them)

This is going to sound cryptic, I know. Personal mixed in and Caution is still to be considered.

LOVE to ALL.

My best friends.

>>5884

Heh. I just realized "Nuts" could be misinterpreted. An image/idea of the story of "Nuts" as a response from WW2 popped into my head as I was thinking of the phrase "Ruiner" and I chuckled at the absurdity of me sounding like that or sounding like I was taking on the bad guy persona.

Just goofing around. Playing the Joker in the Alan Watts sense.

This might only make sense of in the context of the main bread at the time.

Autists on fire, WW!

>>5878

Thank you much! I've been approaching it on a monthly incremental basis and working towards building my mental and physical stamina so maybe I can do it next year.

>>5788

>>5800

Since I re-read that and wondered how I got from one thing to another, trying to clarify the events of the last few days,

I thought "So some of you may be wondering what kicked that off." Or maybe not. To clarify, I meant to respond to the meme in >>5788 and I was very high/exhausted.

I also happened to be on psychedlics at the time, trying to reboot from the alcohol.

I think it worked.

>>5903

Thank you for this. It was precisely what I needed to hear right now. You are amazing.

And loved.

>>5904

You know what I'm going ask and how I was going to do it.

I want to know if I'm supposed to do this as part of the plan or not. Because I'd rather have it go to someone else. I know the Tao's rules.

Tell him everything if you have to. I earned it.

>>5905

I'm serious. It's always been me.

I don't know what is wrong with my memory or why I can't just remember things. I don't know if it's bad attention the drugs, the drinking, the stress, I don't know. I don't know if I can truly feel others emotions or if I'm just bug shit crazy.

I was difficult as hell.

Shit. Now I may have gotten him in trouble.

Again. You fuckers ahve everything.

Sorry, Pop. I can't stop fucking up.

>>5908

To those watching, I'm better than you think. Everything is locked and secured.

I know about Mercy. I Trust. I just want to verify.

Always been superstitious. But, then, you know that.

Can't search for the truth without the light.

MY kid isn't feeling well. If I'm not crazy about that idea, (that sounds differently than I meant it.)

I mean, don't kick in the door. Just knock. Please don't wake him. I trust the plan, I'm just ambiguous enough where I am and may have ruffled a feather or two.

I used to know tech really well. Just can't keep up. Never can.

Way ahead of time or way behind. Rarely on time.

Just, maybe this time.

Heart attacks can be deadly, neh?

They cna't take a heart attack. I can.

Mercy.

I'm seeing something in the meditation.

Lights.

Edge of what?

I'm okay. Something's synching up and I'm trying to do my duty. I Am very very tired.

I have this neat little idea for putting a tao symbol with an autist looking down pepe, and a winking pepe.

Just can't go much further. I'm convinced of something. I just don't know what. There's too much ambiguity.

This is my balance. I finish this and I can go to bed. Of all the things. Personal has collided, I think.

What does it all mean?

Pie

I think you're right. It was nothing. I can't find the connection at the waterfront.

>>5916

>>5924

>>5923

>>5922

Thank you all.

I think I need help.

WW, ( I typically like to call women Darlin or lass as a term of endearment, but I'm sure it comes across creepy and condescending - So, young miss?)

Maybe I can try sanctuary city. The place terrifies me. It's so loud. I would have to go unarmed and people fling others onto the tracks randomly.

I remember it being shiney and peaceful.

There was a quiet bamboo garden nearby. Probably why I like bamboo/Asian style.

A beautiful simplicity and a brutal elegance.

I don't sleep much. Never have according to those why know. Born bad, I think.

I saved it Silver. I try to save everything.

Mordo. Thanks my friend. Are you anywhere near glacier national park? Always wanted to go there since I saw the pictures. That and Banff. Looks like heaven.

"I'm not sick, but I'm not well. And it's a sin.."

http://www.metrolyrics.com/flagpole-sitta-lyrics-harvey-danger.html

(Phone flagging sorry.)

Always felt like my anthem.

Much love. Not as trite as it sounds.

>>5927

PepeHuKekBar, I haven't forgotten. Discord set up. Stopped in. Got to get my head space and timing back.

This pic reminds me of Hale's "Guilty spark" for some reason.

What does Steam power? Should I leave it on in the background. Gabe always seemed like /ourguy / to me

>>5929

Sigh. Here's the pic I forgot.

https://www.thehungryear.com/Onsales-Wayfair-019/d793c0e1-Blue-Flower-Fractal-Illustration-Graphic-Art-on-Wrapped-Canvas-589342-?wsid=e1d0bc21&wscat_33fc9f1c

>>5931

I appreciate it. Wise words.

That's exactly what I did today.

>whats your intention?

Just meant it casually. I say it with affection.

>other than that this breakdown of yours is starting to feel >like a psyop to distract.

As you will. Board is yours.

other than that this breakdown of yours is starting to feel like a psyop to distract.

>>5959

Roger.

>>5971

This is not a parasitical relationship.

Appearances can be deceiving.

It is symbiotic.

It is love.