Some days I am so blind… Most days I am blinded by my selfishness and lack of noticing my partner. She has been my one, the only true unselfish light holder I have ever met.

She loves me, really loves me.

I have so much anger in me.

I have so much love in me.

I had to make a choice.

I made the choice to be loved.

I hope I didn't sacrifice our relationship to do it.

I have been so blind to your needs and love.

The only person to believe in me and support me.

How could I ever be able to apologize for all I have done to your beautiful heart, good and bad.

I chose you my beautiful butterfly, I will hope my rock is the one you return to when your hearts heals and mine heals as well.

Every day I spend with you I shall be forever grateful as I know it can be taken away if not appreciated.

It's time to bring the balance back into our relationship for I have been taking for far to long without putting enough back in.

I never want to wonder what I could have had with you. I want to have all with you if you choose me.

Every time I need to remind myself that everything I have ever wanted is hidden in plain sight right in front of me.

I will be the man I know that I am, the light you fell in love with while yelling at the trees and dancing in the headlights of the truck the day we first hung out. We share so many special one of "moments" together.

How could I forget you while being with you.

How could I get lost when you were always beside me showing me the light.

You have a choice, you always have.