OH I love these lyrics
>Indeed Eye do believe though if someone approaches you from the shadows, and offers you a shortcut… that One should always be wary.
>Be wary of your surroundings.
>Pay attention to how people speak to you.
HUGE & IMPORTANT LESSON!
(thank you Dr. Strange :))
In particular, a male perspective.
I hope that this isn't an overshare, however I am taking a chance that you, my wonderful anon friends, may have some wise perspectives that will help me deal with an irl situation.
My esoteric and conspiracy theory interests have not sat well with my husband.
For some reason every time I attempt to express any of my findings or converse on them, it degrades into a harangue about my character flaws and concern trolling about my mental health.
I see the arguments presented for what they are - shill-type arguments, but I get paralyzed in the moment and am unable to refute them. All I can do is shore up my mental defenses to keep my soul safe, and resist running (because I'm a runner and have been making strong efforts to stand and face issues).
Then it makes him angrier because I'm not 'letting him in'.
I cannot seem to express that approaching me like that is not the way to get let in.
He speaks words of love and does romantic gestures, yes. But there is a disconnect somehow, I couldn't put my finger on it, nor could I ignore the inner screaming that although noble on the surface, the motivation was not quite right.
Socratic style questioning was a disaster - he was offended that I should think I could teach him anything. Because he's older and therefore automatically wiser. sigh
Last night, I went to Montgomery Station (thank you Logan for this awesome place) with the intent of 'seeing things as they truly are'. And getting a higher perspective.
I woke up this morning with that higher perspective.
Concern trolling. Gaslighting. The difference between attachment and real love. Therein lay the problem. I've been participating in a game that harms.
I finally was able to speak my truth to him, with what I thought was respect and love. Needless to say, it was not well received and I'm told to be out asap.
Basically I do not choose to have to actively defend my soul for the rest of my life.
And I will never be able to return to hiding from the truth using any means.
So my choice, as I see it - is as follows:
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break my marriage commitment, giving up the comfortable life and sense of security I've built with him and enjoyed, accepting the possibility that I will forever walk alone.
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take the blue pill, get on some zombie medication and forget about all this. Of course, he just wants me to love him without all these complications (the complications being complex, but as far as I can tell the main problem is that my views make him uncomfortable). I seriously doubt that drugging myself would be enough to quiet the inner screaming.
So I guess my choice is made. It sucks and hurts - I wanted so much for things to be different. But they aren't. And I must accept this.
Now that you all have the back story - here is where I need the masculine angle.
I've just hurt this man, who I do love very much, beyond his understanding. I never meant to do this harm, however, I've done it. I was faced with a choice of betraying him, or betraying myself. I chose to stop betraying myself. Sure it was out of a need for self preservation, but in his mind it is just plain selfish. He just wanted someone to love him without being so complicated. He deserves that. But I failed him in that regard.
As to 'typical female' concerns that you may have over this story (I know that many men are bitter and assume that women will screw them over at every opportunity).
My intentions are to be fair, honorable, generous, respectful and loving in every way. To own my mistakes and do my best to make amends.
If you were in this situation, what could she do to ease the lesson and minimize the pain of it? What would be the most caring and honorable way she could conduct herself, given these truths about each of you as individuals?
Thank you all in advance.
Ah Logan…my master builder.
Thank you for sharing this story. Definitely got my emotions going.
Of course that seems to happen to me with all your posts. Something about the words…your light (green, yes?)…just wow. Thanks again.
You have a true deep understanding of these things.
The thing with twin flame connections - it cannot be denied. Time and space can't prevail against it. I guess - the construct can for a time. But not forever. Eventually the two of you will reunite.
My friend, I feel certain that you and your love will find each other again. Those kind of connections, if real, do not get broken, only frayed from time to time.
Keep your faith strong and your light shining.
You got this!
Make of yourselves a light, he said.
And so we do.
btw, as a result of going to the cabin and here for counsel - something surprising happened in regard to that personal situation.
Having figured out the game I had been participating in, and figuring there was nothing to lose, I finally practiced the 'radical honesty', speaking truths that I had feared to say, not wanting to trigger anger or risk my psychic safety. As did he. And suddenly I saw everything in a new and different light. We both apologized for the times we were dickheads to each other and agreed to go forward in truth and honesty.
Truth will make you free. Indeed, it does.
Turns out, he's more awakened than I'd given him credit for. Seems I got overexcited and rolled out too much too fast, making him question my sanity (ha, imagine that).
One of my tests - and I am learning it both here with you all and at home irl - is clear and diplomatic communication.
(I do welcome help and teaching in that regard - I value directness and honesty a great deal but I need to fine tune the messages and honor everyone's journey).
So ya, lessons abound. Worth learning? Absolutely.
Thank you, love you.
Be the light.
I uploaded that blog when I first made this board, in order to have one of their 'karmic disclosures' available for study and research.
I thought that Shane the Ruiner's karmic disclosure was quite superior to the "I am a Rofschild Axe Me Anything" forum string that was making the rounds on the chans.
The ideas and concepts are very similar, but he presents it better. Somewhat less condescending.
As to the percentage of truth contained - well I believe the rules say it has to be mostly true in order to count.
I do think the part where he's all 'you poor fools the blue avians are a hoax' is one of the misinfo pieces. Not totally though.
They do have avian masks at those creepy ass parties do they not? And play at being blue avians and other beings.
So that part is the hoax - there are never any actual blue avians at their parties. (Chimera dinner parties? Tell us more?)
I would think that Corey Goode would know the difference between cosplayers and the actual beings though, wouldn't he?
Maybe he was coerced into just blurring that stuff a little bit, to hide the fact that there was a pretender's hoax being worked?
This is where it gets weird.
I think the important takeaway from the karmic disclosures is their overall world view. Know your enemy. Understand what their belief system is like. Only then can you avoid being fooled.
The details - those are always suspect.
Anything snarky, rude, condescending - suspect.
The overarching concepts - IMPORTANT!
ohh noes a TIME OUT? For describing your experience? Geez…
lol well you're always welcome here.
Share the discord link here too if you want - we can all get time outs maybe :)
Eh well - we are good at handling shills :)
Not to worry, m' good man!
Share as you like.
There may be those out there who are searching for a place just like this.
Good points you make, lurkeranon. Thank you for your input.
I think the freak talk has value, in that a lot of learning takes place and understanding/following it requires not just critical thought, but expanding one's mind and using imagination to see possibilities that may not have been seen before.
The namefagging is something anons on this board wanted, to facilitate discussion and (hopefully) avoid being repetitive.
It was also useful when we were trying to connect movie themes to the current good vs evil war going on right now. We all are here because we want to take a role, however small - in what we believe is a hugely momentous time in our history.
The superherofagging/namefagging was a way for us to discover what roles we might take on our mission here. Yes, we do have a mission. To find truth and expose lies.
Plus it is rather fun, imo :)
Avatarfagging - well as fun as that is, I'd concede that it clutters up the board except when it's pic related.
Socratic method - that is Q's writing style.
An ancient and proven way of learning things, from a great philosopher and by my understanding, super smart dude.
There's probably a good chance that if we were to have a chat with ol' Socrates today, he'd sound like a fucking freak too. Different language structure, cultural leanings and such.
So to clear that up - it's not Q's writing style we're attempting to imitate, it's Socrates.
>Once somebody starts this knowledge journey, they do not turn back
truetrue. This is why we are here posting like freaks. It's part of our journey too. We are all learning and growing, honing our skills and getting wiser. Some stupidity along the way is kinda unavoidable ;)
>WHY ARE ANCIENT TXT SO STRANGE BECAUSE OUR PAST WAS STRANGER THAN THEY TELL US
Yup. I agree.
Nana Pelosi? LOL that’s a gooder.
Cia psyop? Nope sorry dude, wrong board. We fight against that here.
This is a place to come and share deep thoughts, theories and have discussions.
We don’t pass off disinfo as true, we seek to sort the lies from the truth. We bring up questions to get our fellow anons thinking about what’s really true?
What is the motivation behind whatever is being claimed?
The motivation is the clue to identify truth from twist.
You gave a big clue there. You’re looking for fame through writing a twisted book trying to discredit those you see as deluded fools. Awesome. Carry on. Use us if you want. But know that we will pick your theories to shreds and in turn discredit you.
Let’s play.
Now - having said that. If you have legit concerns of being attacked - we can offer you support. These things can be defended against. Ive experienced such attacks too, and I can tell you they can be defeated by taking control of your own mind, and yes - like my other wonderful anon friends here have wisely said - by LOVE and LIGHT as well as your own powerful imagination. If you’re in distress, you’re not alone - we are here for you.
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btw, everyone - the 00000 in the ID means the poster is using Tor browser -
We are going to keep seeking until we find. All of it. The rest of the story.
Also, screw it. I’m avatarfagging because I too find the pics visually interesting. Except for this post cause phonefagging.
Seek on anons! This is your place and nefarious interventions find no quarter.
Psyops- are a challenge. We are equal to the challenge. Remember who you truly are. Remember your power. Have courage in the face of opposition.
Much love to all.
>I was given great advice on this. I was told to find out what God's attributes are.
>When you find out what God's attributes are apply that to every scripture you read and if it does not work with his attributes then you can know it to be the word of false nature.
THIS^^is the best guideline I've ever seen.
Thank you Antman - you rock,
Feel free to start a new thread anon, especially if you have a lot of content and want it to get seen.
Light on :)
Important message here.
http://the-remnant.proboards.com/thread/142/4-12-18-syria-conclusion
False flag- deep State using media amongst other forms of communication to completely falsified information in regards to chlorine gas attack.
The agenda of these evil globalist baby eaters is to depopulation off the world through mass war.
Potus do not fall for this hog wash, do not play to the hands of the evil doers. Russia even is begging for us not to attack! This was a false flag…
If you do not act timely just know that the deep state will cause another false flag and frame Russia. This is the next play. False flag against USA….
Israel, I love you. But stop pushing for this war. 1/3 of population will die. Way options, I get it, Syria and Iran sucks… But be strategic and not pro war.
Putin, be patient and open line of communication with Trump. Let this all blow over. Globalism is not the answer.
Iran stay out, you are not needed. Don't do nuclear option. That won't bode well for the world.
The point is this, deep state will stop at nothing and frame anyone in order to cause a giant war. RV is directly connected. Metals market is directly involved, oil markets involved…
War is never the answer, we should all live in peace and arrest and nullify the deep state agents world wide.
Syria was a giant false flag!!!
For retweeting:
https://twitter.com/Mystery291/status/984507414509584385
Have I told you lately I love how you get right to the heart of the matter?
I love how you get to the heart of the matter, Mordo my good man. Thank you! I have learned a great deal from you.
Love on!
Oh man but this makes me angry.
But also explains so much!
I am epigenetically flawed to these jerks, and guess what? I couldn't be more pleased.
Perfectly flawed anons - let us UNITE!
I like this conjecture :)
Yes this is exactly the foundation on which America was built.
The foundation is still there.
Rating on trustworthiness - absolutely. As long as it doesn't degrade into judgment based on how well you submit to authority…
Too true. All must be allowed to bear arms and defend themselves, or none must be.
We see what happens in nations where only the criminals and law enforcement are allowed guns. Not good.
2nd amendment rights must be preserved.
Done, thank you for heads up.
Btw, I have been unable to phonepost for several days. I've tried three different browsers and no go.
However, on PC it is ok although laggy.
Anyone else having this issue?
Attack, that could be the problem. Qresearch is slow and weird as well.
We are over the target boyz!
Careful of links from unidentified anons.
Does anyone think there's any benefit to breaking links we post, like they do on qresearch?
Personally I like to be able to click and go to the sauce, it's more convenient but - what do you all think? It's not like we aren't tracked on sites we visit anyway.
My good anon - this board is where you can let your mind run free, explore all the hidden knowledge and find the answers. We have speculated a lot about whose eyes may be on this board, and in case those eyes are important and influential, we try and bring our best autistanon and geniusanon game :)
The only rules enforced here:
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do not present lies as truth (use disclaimers if you are not sure)
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respect your fellow anons on their journey
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keep shitposting to a minimum
Although I'm not Dr. Strange, I am the board owner and in that capacity…permission to speak freely is yours.
LOL hey there :)
It looks like we posted a similar message at the same time.
What a coinkidink…
Hey WW I like your map. Thank you for making it :) and I think it is awesome to get the almonds activating - this is how we do it. Obviously stuff like this is made to evolve and get refined, but ya gotta start somewhere right?
Have I told you lately how much I enjoy your light on this board? Your enthusiasm and positive outlook is so valuable here. Incredibly important to balance the darkness that we explore. Keep lighting it up sister - you are amazing.
The thing is, of course - all this stuff doesn't lend itself easily to just one map. I keep getting bogged down with too many details and too many connections. So I think a simple start that can be built out is really pretty excellent.
Light on, love on, imagine on.