Greetings my allies

Long time no see

I recently had a vision

Of love

Of a wonderful place

A place so wonderful

You could stay there forever

A beautiful garden

Everyone would tend to in unison

Communication

Without words

But with love

And more meaningful than what we know

Where this place is

I cannot say

But it feels closer than ever

If there were no rewards to reap

No loving embrace to see me through,

This tedious path I've chosen here,

I certainly would've walked away by now.

Gonna wait it out.

Love

V

>>8887

Hello WW

I hope that what I mentioned during my first visit here was not seen as an attack on anyone.

These are the thots in my head and this is the only place I feel like I can get some reflections on these topics.

>words are awesome and help us get definitive about what we want. Naming things creates them.

You might be right.

In this current paradigm I often feel like words limit what I can to express, which sometimes frustrates me.

>It is not a in unison zombie gardener paradise

I very much hope that it is not! In my vision this place screamed "love" to me but I did not experience many details. I just looked around and felt home and at peace.

Love

V

Recently, I inadvertently started thinking a lot about the true nature of "sleep".

Oftentimes, when doing third eye meditation or during periods where my third eye is generally very active, I have trouble falling asleep.

I also feel like I experience two distinctly different kinds of sleep, for the sake of clarity I dubbed them "third eye sleep" and "passout sleep".

In these periods of high 3rd eye activity (which seem to become more intense, continuous and frequent as time goes on) I oftentimes stay awake reading forums like this one (alternatively playing vidya, which I am increasingly growing tired of) until I pass out from exhaustion.

When this happens, I will feel groggy and low energy no matter if I slept seven or twelve hours and I can not remember my dreams (or if I had any at all). In the cases where I do remember my dreams, they are oftentimes the ones where you feel like you are moving through molasses, have intense mental fog and can't seem to express what you want to say (if anyone can relate to what I mean) I dubbed this "pass out sleep".

"Third eye sleep" in contrast happens when I manage to go to bed after an appropriate amount of hours awake, or alternatively by being awake for a few hours after "pass out sleep" and then going to sleep again. Meditation before sleep helps as well, although that makes it harder to fall asleep as it gives me lots of energy.

In this type of sleep, I have wildly vivid (I cannot overstate how vivid these dreams are, even if what happens is hilariously absurd I most often cannot tell the difference) dreams, which are very rarely of negative nature and most often revolve around complex social situations. I feel like in those dreams I act much more like my "awake" self and feel more in control, even if I am not lucid. I also remember almost all of my dreams in good detail (at least I think so).

After this type of sleep, I feel extremely well rested and a sense of inner well-being even after only a few hours.

Some random thought-snippets on why I think this could be somewhat worth looking into:

• Q said "those good who know cannot sleep" or something to this extent. I wonder if it has to do something with third eye activation? Maybe people have to re-learn falling asleep after their "awakening"? Has anyone here experienced issues similar to mine?

• Most humans spend a considerable amount of their lives asleep, so I suspect if it is something of importance, it would be a preferred angle of "attack" for anyone looking to manipulate.

• I remember reading (maybe it even was here?One of ra's posts maybe) about the idea that dreams could be "scripted" by brainwashing (who knows of which avenue) to manipulate how we feel.

• IMO sleep is a topic that is not very much discussed beyond the formulaic "omg I feel so tired" or people bragging about how little they slept last night, and it seems very obvious that there could be some metaphysical shenanigans going on during this time. I would love to be able to master the art of sleeping correctly.

I could rattle on and on about this topic, but I am going to limit myself to what I wrote above for now. Any insights and discussion on this topic are greatly appreciated.

V