I wounder this also. But then I brush it off as 'hero syndrome' why me? but then.. the dreams would make since, and all the weird intell and family connections, then like you said the secret societies that crop up over and over. can't talk about any thing to any one though or get ostrasized and labeled scitzo. I hate the control over medicine and pop cuclture they have.

qhht is a trip, not as much as meeting an et. once you see a 12 ft being with wings, have witnesss with you and catch a (grainy) photo to prove the memory is real..that sticks with you more so than lights in the sky doing trips of telepathic image communication ever does.