>>12105
>The lack of judgement is appreciated more than you know. Just aspiring to be more than an example of failure.
Judgment… once again the easiest thing a human being can do.
We choose to play Temperance and Strength with our Judgments here.
>I am just going to put this out there; despite sincere efforts to be nothing but a force of positivity, in my quietest moments my mind is an unending onslaught of downers and self loathing.
<Attention on deck.
<There is an active war on your mind.
<Q
Our inner voice, our internal self dialogue never sleeps.
As difficult as it may sound to accept now, we ultimately have control over this internal dialogue.
The music we listen to, the daily visual stimulation, our jobs, everything, it all plays a role in this.
Remember feeding the dark wolf or the light?
It goes beyond that… to the very edges of time and space;
"This universe is only one of an infinite number. Worlds without end. Some benevolent and life giving. Others filled with malice and hunger. Dark places where powers older than time lie ravenous… and waiting. Who are you in this vast multiverse…"
When you gaze into the dark side, the dark side gazes back.
Be careful which wolf you feed.
It's a choice!
>I am in perpetual spiritual battle with myself to just keep doing the next right thing, and sometimes I back slide.
It's all about the little choices…
“Excellence is never an accident. It is always the result of high intention, sincere effort, and intelligent execution; it represents the wise choice of many alternatives - choice, not chance, determines your destiny.” - Aristotle
>But am I really locked into this as fate, or can I use my free will to make my own choices? I believe I can, and resent myself for the failings.
For a Time I believed in destiny… when believing in a definitive destiny, I felt nothing but despair.
No, nothing is set in stone.
Life is what you make it.
"Difficult to see. Always in motion is the future" - Master Yoda
>>12108
>1 1/2 a day for around 18 years here back in the day. One of the toughest things ever to overcome.
There is a Mantra I heard worked well for a good friend WRT the cessation of smoking cigarettes.
"I am killing myself to make (((them))) rich".
For it's true.
It's a choice.
There is no Judgment coming from me… but in the end, what else is the final equation?
A shortened life span to make the cabal wealthier.
Sometimes it takes a shock to the system to change our ways.
He would repeat this to himself verbally every time he lit up a cigarette.
Apparently this worked better than anything else he ever tried.
>Your test is brutal here. It won't be easy, but once you believe you have the ability to do what you want, that you are the only one in control of you, it eases the journey.
>>12111
>I am so new to the chans I have only been called fren a few times. This is sad to admit, but it's been a very long time since I have had people outside the family whom I enjoy having contact with. The world has become very small as maybe less than ten people know I exist. I never intended to go full hermit, it just kinda happened.
The Hermit Card.
Eye can relate, as I have played this Card for most of my life.
I have chosen to remove it from the deck.
With the help of ALL of you, and Q.
Sometimes we need to let go of all this Knowledge, all this Wisdom… and simply live in the moment.
"The problem is choice." - Neo
>>12116
>We are all in this together.
<Trust yourself.
<Think for yourself.
<You are not alone.
<Open your heart and your mind.
<Where We Go One We Go ALL!!!