Just to let you know, this one fought off a very bad mood a few days back.
I thought I was actually about to have a deep conversation, and it ended up being a troll fucking with me. Thanks for getting me laughing at life's madness again.
No, I guess I am just an optimist, one who doesn't check for typos.
Trying to get myself comfortable being open. There is alot in me I never let out. Is there a comic character who was in power denial, or at least very heasatent to just go with it and run?
I did finally watch dead pool, but in many ways the parlance of this board is foreign to me. I have a hard time keeping track of who's saying what in respond to who sometimes. I feel at home lurking here. As someone said above, q research is too focused on the now.
There needs to be a fundamental shift in human perception. That will take some folks who are unafraid to just say fuck it, this is who I am and this is what I think.
I am my own sauce sometimes. I just am afraid of being that guy openly, and don't know how to wear any masks but silence. Maybe my role comes later.
I am just glad you all are here, doing what you do.
Do I need to namefag to avoid confusion? Fucksakes. Been lurking and loving all the positivity, finally put something non regurgitated out into the eather, and I catch shit. Fuc that noise. Any super heros who open up pathways?
Maybe I should have opened with a joke.
Smile fuckers! All is well.
So it took a while to find which bread you were talking about, but I got there. Forgive my lack of Channing skills. Mind filling in some backstory for me? It was a strange coincidence, as that bread had some of my favorite topics being discussed. Was it just 6218?
Anyway. It seems I am here now, so if I need some education on Chan usage, school me.
I am just plain sick of trying to raise the frequency in QRV. And Q research moves to fast for me to follow most of the time.
11587 led to 11589 which was responded to by 11590. All I wanted to do was share a poem, let you all know I was trying to get my brave on.
Didn't want to be confused for anyone else or fuckin doxed on my first day that went beyond the "wow you folks are amazing" bit.
So now you all know….I am a not a good speller when I type fast. I don't already know my comic books. I have other flaws as well.
But I know I loved this board from the first instance I came upon it. Someone on QRV linked me here a few months back (thank you)
My awareness of what happened throughout history to philosophers is one of my biggest stubling blocks. I am afraid if I speak m mind plainly…… So I'm trying to go in baby steps. Maybe I should go back to the JR leagues?
I am not going anywhere friend, I just wanted to see what you would say. This place is as close to a mystery school as an Anon like me has found. I got the nod, it made me smile.
I understand speaking in references as a form of code. I just need to get up to speed on the references used here. Spouse Anon and I Have our own shorthand, usually centered around some obscure Simpsons reference.
Full disclosure, my best friend is a Jesuit. He calls me a hermetic heritic and deep down I wonder if he'd burn me at the stake. It does put a strain on our friendship but we have the most interesting conversations. I love interesting conversations, and I'm sure you know this board has those for days.
Quick question. How do I check to see if posts get answered without shit tons of scrolling and writing down each post number manually. I am not superheroing it at all with regard to my skills on this blasted "smart" device.
Thank you for the time to set me right. I knew it was a miscommunication, but just wanted to make sure everyone did.
Ever see that character in the movie, too old to hike and too blind to shoot, who signs up to fight anyway? That's me in meme war, useless, but enthusiastic. Someday though, the battle will receed and a whole lot new ideas are going to come forward. I am hoping to find my purpose then.
Ego. Equal parts curse and blessing it seems.
Much love friend.
I apologise for the freak out I cluttered the board with but maybe this story will put in context.
I am a strange person, I get that. It has caused problems with relating to most people. I get that.
When I started waking up, there was no Q, and I had never heard of chans. Noone cared to hear what I had just found. You know this song.
When all that changed, when I learned there were others, I went out and got a Gizmo so I could try to reach out. First day I got a lecture about this thing called the overton window.
Turns out I have been quite outside of it in most locations. So I dial back, and self censor.
Last few days I haven't been holding much back, and I got very trolled. It actually got to me. I am trning into or in all likely hood already am that guy. I think I have sent so much time attempting to manifest a positive reality, that the regular world is such a disappointment by comparison. The troll got me self doubting bad. Lured me in with hermetically coded talk, and sent pure skitso video links, which I watched hoping to see what was intended. Nope, just batshit crazy talk.
So I came here. The most positive place I have been to on the internet. And wrote mysef that poem.
You all are lucky, you have masks to hide behind. I say this shit in the real world too. My lack of fear sometimes is what scares me. What with the thought police and all.
I actually wondered if that shit was connected when I was reading it myself. What the fuck would that mean if it was? I have made no secret of late I desire to throw wide the overton window.
I understand the difference between hope and faith. I have no idea who is guading that overton window, but I hope they will leave me be.
Thanks for getting back to me anon. This really is a special place.
"Be your being" I still need hearing that reminder often. Thank you. Here goes.
I spotted talk that aluded to polatiry, correspondence, vibration and mentalism openly so it perked my ears up. I catch allot of flack for being curious about hermetics, and admit to ZERO knowledge beyond what a basic search will yield, but it seems to be a thing that makes sense to me. I can see if all you know is Darth Vader where any use of the force would seem dark, but does Luke not prove that false?
On the secrecy side I do not wish entry into a mystery school so I can learn secrets. I want to learn secrets because I think they should be common knowledge. To me intention matters, most won't stop long enough to even have that conversation. I may be wrong on all that, I don't claim to know anything.
The telsa stuff, the John Trump is Julian assange stuff, Titor. Love to think about that stuff. Secret space program, mj12, project bluebeam, solar warden, galactics, paladians ashnar agartha. Can I proove or would I bet? Nope and nope, but darn if some pieces of each story don't ring as absolutely true.
I used to be really into the JFK stuff, then one day everything I knew was mandella effected away. Hundreds of hours wasted.
What gets me going? I like to build stuff. I can only meditate when I shovel pickaxe or rake.
Really interested in building permaculture food forests.
I like things that are scalable and still hold true. I am particularly fond of the fibernachi sequence.
When books start pouring out of the mystery schools I want to know.
So, long story short i followed a hunch and it turns out transformers are marvel. Can someone help me understand better the Orion Pax to Optimus prime transformation?
Optimus's whole back story kinda blew me away.
The fact he started by looking in the wrong direction and up to the wrong people especially.
I watched a short video about all the primes(never knew here were others) and it got me thinking about archetypes again. Going with that line of thought that we are stardust, who says it's the same star, or that all "stardust".produces the same results. What if each archetype is the result of which stardust you contain?
I don't know, just talking out loud, but stay with me…. What if these same pattern of behavior exist through all time and in all locations because the all first split into those.
I really didn't want to think about transformers, because I didn't like the idea of being a robot, but they are sentient, and it seems their setience holds true to known patterns. If there is no time, if there are multiple universes, if it is all the same story why not? It isn't transhumanism if the character was an alien robot to begin with right?
See pic. The more I think on it, it might have been. I did not feel a good energy from those posts. Reading up on Orion Pax as the unexpected result of a very bizarre day almost solidifies the lack of coincidences. Was that a
brush with the Unicron?
I am just going to try and go with this flow, that cool with you? Heck if I know how the universe works. If I am fucking up, correct me.