Care to share your experiences with this heightened state? It feels like the only tangible thing that I can go on right now since I experienced it first hand.

When I met friends it was like every sentence they spoke was about my unfortunate situation. "Sucks to know you'll never get it back" (My old happy but disillusioned life) "it never ends", "escaping through friends gotta feel nice" and so on.

The tweets I checked were speaking directly to me it felt like and one of them said that fear based lessons were part of the game and the more I went on my own ego-driven adventures punishments Would be dealt (my friend texted me the instant after that one of his friends had comitted suicide..)

The Songs I thought about would play on the radio when I drove my car. Warnings about the next day appeared in my dreams that then happened in reality the next day.

And the nights was the most wierd thing every time I wanted to sleep I had to pretty much die since manual breathing was enforced I had to stop breathing and would then be taken to the timeless void until a thought was made that would then shoot me into hyperspace which felt like heaven since no negativity existed there..

Long post and I'm rambling sorry about that but it feels almost like my brain is just a receiver and my subconscious mind picks and chooses what reality it will serve to me. Every single moment is one that allows for growth and development. Apparently I was maintaining a mere 2% of my total potential during those days my higher self told me, not very proud of that haha.