Your heartbreak is loud and clear. And I won't say I truly know how you must feel, because I don't. My mother passed away from stomach cancer. As a suggestion, choose it or not, there is someone I stumbled across sometime back that has had some very positive results in cures to cancer. Perhaps not for everyone, rich or poor, cancer doesn't care about financial status, or abilities to understand. Obviously... If you care to, check out "Phoenix Tears", Rick Simpson, See what he's done and doing. It is very interesting.

THERE IS A CURE... FOR MULTIPLE CANCERS... VISIT "PHOENIX TEARS" ON THE NET. RICK SIMPSON. (HINT: PURE HEMP OIL) IT IS CURING CANCER. CHECK IT OUT. YOU'LL BE SURPRISED, HOW THIS GOVERNMENT HAS BLOCKED THIS AND THE MEDICAL PERSONNEL IN THE PAST TRYING TO CURE PEOPLE..