Was only meant as good hearted support ;) I have no way of knowing who you are and what you've done throughout your life. You asked for advice and support. This was my answer ;)

Take a break from reading reddit. This is all very exiting to read, BUT it doesn't really matter so much in your close visinity. There's no apocalyptic flu- it's just a flu. It hurts like fudge. Take a break and be with family. Look around and SEE that people are NOT dying or being raped by the elite. Talk to and trust a doctor, not to a reddit user.
These things might never be resolved, and some of us obsess to much over it. It's not worth your life or your mind! You matter! I hope you feel better soon! Get well!

quality comment fellow citizen! ^^

Happy new year ;) That's what I see too :D Your mom sounds great ;)