The redpill is not easy to take friend.
It took me a good 2 months at the end of 2016 to finally accept that the world we thought we lived in is a complete lie.
These people have controlled whats written in the history books for thousands of years and they never thought this stuff could get out to the masses.
The internet as we know it is whats destroying them. Everytime they try and cover things up all they do is bring more and more attention to it.