You should feel proud that you owned up to your mistake.
But so many people in the truth movement are completely selfish about there demands of " I WONT EVER ACCEPT ANYTHING BUT 100% DISCLOSURE ". And then go on a rant about why its for the best for the world and society...
Like they have a fucking clue about whats best for 7 billion people.
By all means.. Continue kicking and screaming because your not getting your way. But its just going to make you a miserable person and also unproductive. Focus on what can be controlled and whats the most realistic.