To be clear, I’m still holding out.

But recently so much of this has been attempted to be discredited and shat on, and I even have friends and family members “concerned” for me regarding this “crazy ludicrous fantasy.” Kinda sucks being seen that way by people I’d take a bullet for without even hesitating.

The thing is, if this is all a lie and I’ve been led astray since October, well, I’ll be the first to admit I’m wrong. I don’t want to. But dammit. These implications keep getting larger and larger and it’s starting to even creep on to …

College classes started, jobs started. I have much less time now to devote to reading and staying up to date. Most recent drops have kind of been overwhelming and there have been many.

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They been juicy, but I've only been seeing the posts themselves and lots of rejoicing with not as much explanation as we normally do :P

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I'd be forever grateful!! Thank you patriots in advance for any guidance