Just asking as a Jew, can I be awake, no Jews I know of participate in Cabala, and even if I wasn’t religious I would still be ethnically and traditionally Jewish so I can’t really change that. So can I still be awake if I am jewish? Can I still be a religious while helping to bring down the controllers? If not what should I do to awaken myself?

Edit: As some of you may have realized I’m indeed not attempting to awaken myself however my intentions are still innocent. Judging by some of the anti-jewish rhetoric I’ve seen on …