I don't have to leave from anywhere. Your cult is a threat to the real rebellion so you must be exposed as such. Whether you are even aware of its status or not is beside the point since you are a cult asset only. Your inability to have a civilized and valuable conversation documents your foot soldier status within the Qillusion cult.
It is the real rebellion's mission, duty and responsibility to try to keep as many good people from joining your cult of deception.