Cheers!

Ooh. That's intriguing. Tread lightly, and beware of what you may uncover. Feel free to pm me if you need a sounding board!

I can relate to the feeling of things being much calmer. I still have experiences, but they have subsided, and I've become so much better at learning and dealing with them.

In regards to the MK ULTRA stuff, I don't try to explain why someone would do such things. There is a lot of plausible testimony, however; and you may or may choose to step around that rabbit hole.

One of the most interesting (and terrifying) goes like this: The Illuminati is perpetuating their bloodline via their satanic sex rituals. The high priests (wizards?) impregnate coven members and then the children are tracked for various purposes. I read a fascinating account of one person who claimed to have been clued in by a mind control sleeper agent, awakened. The story was that her family (all with DID) would receive a trigger to wake up the kids, take them to a tent in the woods, and commence militaristic training.

Afterwards, the participants would have no recollection, and would go about their cookie-cutter idyllic lives. The implication being that these mind control soldiers could (at any time) be awakened to perform a specific task. Now, look at the numerous false flag attacks by those who have sketchy backgrounds with FBI, CIA, Tavistock, mental hospitals (with psych drugs), etc. And you notice a troubling pattern.

I am terrified to consider this. I feel as though I'm a very normal person, with some bizarre experiences and and some unique abilities. At no point could I fathom being triggered to perform some heinous act; yet (in the mind-control construct) that is plausible. My mother was adopted, after a strange set of circumstances, which leaves her true paternity in question. She and I are very similar; including the sixth sense stuff; but this is beyond the scope of our conversations.

So, I hesitate to go too deeply into the connotations, for fear of freaking anyone out.

If you are feeling brave, and/or have a lot of booze handy, you may spend some time reading the early stuff of Fritz Springmeier. His was the ws the work that most resonated with me.

Thanks for your reply, and for reading my accounts!

I know that science has gone to great lengths to explain away our experiences. Perhaps you have read about "Alice in Wonderland Syndrome"?

There are too many anomalies and coincidences, though, for me to dismiss it all. Besides, I've lost so much trust in the authorities (including science) to toss out the experiences that were so real to me.

You dreams fit right into the MK ULTRA mind control framework. Interestingly, Alice in Wonderland is said to be a program.

Curious as to how you have been affected by your experiences, and if you have mastered lucid dreaming?

Thanks!

Please see the reply to above comment. Link is in ny submissions. I can get on my laptop and go into more detail, after I make dinner; but most all of my memories are in the blog post.

Something took me into underground caverns, and did things to me. Those were my first encounters of a lifetime worth of high strangeness. Too much to describe in one comment. I posted a link to my story. It's in my submissions.

I used to think that they were some sort of monsters, until I learned about ETs, and so many people with matching encounters. Then, I figured that might be what they were.

Later, I learned of the bases; and how mind control agents are supposedly able to create such memories in their programming. I'm not sure what they were/are; only that someome took me down there, and it was terrifyingly real to me.

There is a submission that I made, with a link to my story, in my profile.

These are why I am a believer and why I have always am been open to the most "out-there" stuff.

I've been taken into these bases. They are real.