I can't enjoy Christmas anymore no matter how hard I try. Nobody in my family is on good terms with each other and every gift I get feels like it was approved by 10 out of touch parents before I received it. I'm so fucking sick of getting nothing but gift cards and clothes for Christmas and having others complain that I'm being entitled. Is Christmas the one time of year where you're not allowed to be disappointed about anything or something? Nobody really cares about Christmas outside of gifts anyway. The "true meaning of Christmas" is just some bullshit people use to make it sound like it's special compared to other holidays. Fuck Christmas. Santa's not real, you're not allowed to be disappointed with anything, and you're always stuck listening to the same shitty music every year. Christmas is nothing more than a day for people to give others gifts and call them entitled if they show even the slightest sign of disappointment.
I would if I had the money. I already have a job, but I don't have enough money to get by.
Been there, done that. Beating me doesn't mean anything to me anymore. Honestly I just feel like I want to die all the time.