This has completely destroyed my life. It didn't hit me how terrible it was until today, but fitting in enough time to study everything I've studied about it over the past 3 months or so and doing Grid Patterns completely by myself has led to my friends thinking I'm a useless, selfish cunt, my sleep schedule being ruined to the point of it probably affecting me long-term, my university grades tanking, my diet becoming very unhealthy, and in general my mood being very negative. I'll try to stop this from turning into a wall of text and just say that I'll still be around to do mod duties, but unless something big happens very soon, I'm possibly going to have to take an extended break, for my own good.