I love you guys and I've been here since the beginning. I intend to stick around until it's over, too.

But, I'm getting bored.

I don't understand how it's worth it to risk more lives being disrupted just to save some young crazy people who fell for the propaganda. Shouldn't we just rip the band-aid off and try to help the ones that are too far invested in the current dynamic?

We can only save so many people and I'm really starting to question how worth it this utopian world-view can possibly be.

>>10116319

It's just that there's other shit I could have been doing over the past few years of my life, anon.

It feels like other people don't share the same urgency I feel.

I get that some of you have the patience of a god, but this is just boring knowing how it ends, only to have to stare down this long drawn out process from the beginning.

>>10116354

kek

Yeah, yeah, anon.

Not everyone can be as moldable as you are.

Hopefully your patience makes up for the lack of patience I'm feeling.

>>10116361

>Bored eh? Maybe limit your time here to half an hour a day. Just pop in and out but spend the majority of your day IRL.

I've done quite a few cycles like this over the years, but it's feeling like less and less of an imperative to continue sinking time in to this.

I wish I was more competent in a more diverse range of areas so that I can help more.

I do genuinely try to get some people to open their eyes. It's not like I'm not trying to help when I'm not here.

But, this just feels so damn drawn out.

It looks like I'm jealous of those of you who are a bit more patient than I am.

>>10116398

Fucking tell me about it.

You can only feel that burning excitement for so long before not seeing what you expect come to fruition just demoralizes you.

I think my issue is more about frustration that normies aren't taking more notice. I guess we just wish they figure it out soon…

>>10116410

For what it's worth, just another three months doesn't seem excruciating at this point. I think the problem is that too many of us have had the "just a few more months" feeling for too long now.

It's probably easy to think "what's another short three months" if you didn't put your whole life on hold to blend in with normies and pretend you're still playing [their] games.

>>10116442

I just wish /ourguys/ would start to push harder and wouldn't capitulate to the soyboys so much.

Just getting this over with seems like it's more worth it to me, but I am feeling pretty impatient lately, so what do I know?

>>10116473

The thought that I'm just too far unplugged has crossed my mind.

Maybe you're right, but that doesn't alleviate the tedium I'm feeling.

>>10116479

I was thinking it's because I'm thinking too much about it… but maybe.

>>10116492

I'm fully aware of this, but I didn't expect to pour years of my youth in to something that would only affect me a decade later.

I'm pretty jealous of you old farts right about now.