My guess is those mayors also have secret emails showing that they suppressed information showing little to no virus spread so no need for lockdowns… they scared.
Yes, very difficult to get any help as a white person. Went through some tough times myself. Choice was paying the mortgage or eating for the month. So after paying the mortgage we had enough money left to buy a 5 pound bag of rice and a pound of butter.
We survived the month and by the end even the pets were eating freakin' rice.
There is no help for people like us.