my stomach has been in knots for 3 months. i feel anxious, sad, and afraid most of the day and sometimes just start crying. i am 53 and on disability from my company, not the government. i've been on disability for 12 years and seem to have hit a point in life where i'm starting to get worried about having no apparent purpose in life. please pray for me anons. i know some of you will do so genuinely and i want to thank you in advance for it. i'm afraid if i had to go back to work, i don't know what i'd do and if i'd be able to provide enough.
ty anon. i've become a hermit. i've kind of been one for years but it's never bothered me until recently. i'm on meds….but wondering if they've stopped working. my prior highs and lows have been replaced with a constant low. it is terrifying…and i've been through many real things that are much worse than what my life is right now. god bless you anon.
i smoke too and it helps for a while. would love to quit. illegal and expensive where i am which adds some stress. i went off meds once a couple years ago but did it the wrong way…cold turkey. can't do that again. very scary experience.