i understand i have been on disability also for about the same time and a few years younger than you. This entire thing has taken a toll on me as well, and while i have faith for others in the future i do not see a roll in it for me either, that fear is terrifying. I pray for myself and i will include you in those prayers now as well. I do not know what the future holds but i have faith In Jesus that somehow he will provide for people like you and i. God bless you, chin up we need you.
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