I'm stoned and watching this is eerie, yet calming
I can't do it. Too trippy. Trips me out too much. I do not like.
dude…why is it so trippy? Like I am legit weirded out.
idk, I feel alone, but I know I'm not.
sometimes I feel like I don't really mean shit to anyone. usually when I go on lunch at work I feel that way. I wish I did a lot of things differently in my life to be honest. In ways I'm glad I am the way I am because I feel. Yet, I feel too deeply. I have a big heart for things I cannot change. I just wish things aren't the way they are. that is our sad joke in life. it's hard most day, some days are better. I always felt like when I was younger I was going to change the world somehow. not so much anymore. I have failed to appreciate a lot of things in my life. sorry, I just had to type this out to get it out of my head. love you anons.