Interesting video - I'm mostly on what she is on, plus Seroquel (which I refer to as 'secret squirrel').
I always smile when I see someone post "take your meds schizo' - if only they knew how bad things are, really.
Yes on the voices, yes on the figure in the bedroom, yes on someone touching me on the shoulder / standing right behind me watching, yes on memory lapses I have no idea what happened or when, yes on narration, yes on talking to myself, yes you are worthless, yes you have no future. Her visuals are worse than mine though. Same issue eating. Panic attacks replicate heart attacks as well they are very bad when they occur though I've been good since my actual heart attacks (had four).
Thanks for posting whether you meant it for good or ill.