Anons, please pray for me. I don't know how to keep going.
I have been in this fight since the beginning.
I grew up in Revolutionary War country. On the actual route that Paul Revere took on his midnight ride. I knew in elementary school what "No taxation without representation" meant and why it was worth fighting a war over.
My passion for liberty is exceeded only by my endless seeking of truth.
Started reading ZH in '09; was following Q in '17.
God knows I need good intel to survive. He knows I have no one.
It is possible that I may be dying of cognitive dissonance.
I have no idea how to function in this entirely false paradigm we are in.
I cannot fathom that Americans are going about their daily lives as if the President of the United States was actually elected rather than installed by a coup.
I cannot fathom that Anthony the Garden Gnome Fauci continues to live and breathe.
I cannot stand driving and seeing joggers wearing masks as they jog on a country road.
I cannot stand seeing masked drivers, alone in their vehicles.
The magnitude of the falsehood is too much.
This is not solvable. There are too many lost. Too many deceived. Satan has truly never been more powerful than right now.
How are we to proceed in this paradigm?
I do not trust the ground under my feet.
The global plandemic seems to fit the first seal in Revelation which has extinguished any hope of a pre-trib rapture.
Which means we're in this to the end, getting ready to experience the massacre of humanity by the techno-fascist psychopaths.
I can't stand this, and I have no idea how to proceed. I am paralyzed.
God is literally all I have. And yet my faith is meager. I am wretchedly insufficient in trusting and believing in Him.
QRB has kept me going. Anons give me some validation of actual reality. But this is my only supply. Mr. Pig is my only joy.
My body and brain hurt, and I cannot navigate this masked, ignorant society.
I can't even imagine 'winning'.
Living is barely manageable.