welp, thanks pigbaker
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>>13393389 lb
that's irrelevant.
i saw your call and recognized something.
my first instinct was you need help, not to do this alone, as that is too much for now.
the problem is finding people near you who would know...
this could help
https://archive.org/stream/pdfy-kDIEdiqtnMyLWk6L/Psychic%20Self-Defense_djvu.txt