I won`t despair. Though at the moment I see no way for a new beginning.
Not planning on killing myself anytime soon
IS suicide actually the solution?
Nothing is weird for me anymore. I want to spend time with my souldmate but I think I fucked that up in this life.
I can live with that, and I am not an energy draining downer around others, on the contrary, but I can not see ever regaining that amount of passion for life, knowing how much better it could be.
What do you want to tell me with this picture?
Have you watched it? IF yes, what are two key takeaways?
>2. Through physical and mental discipline you can experience death without dying and realize life isn't anything like what you thought it was.
What did you think life was, and what do you now realize after engaging with that material life really is?
Ahh it`s a lyric of a song about suicide.
I don`t tolerate hangovers nearly enough to become an alcoholic, lol. I like cocaine though.
I would agree with that. Life is probably some kind of hallucination. I I were content with the hallucination, I would not have found out that it is.
Now I often sit there and wonder why the hallucination does not make me feel more loved.
Are you real? I know I am..
I did that once. Dreamt about talking to my mum. After a short conversation I told her "what you are saying makes no sense. You are not real. This is a dream"; something to that effect.
Then I let myself fall down and manifested a beanbag chair to catch my fall.
The question is how you hallucinate a pleasant hallucination, is it not?
What is dream yoga?
I have managed once or twice to meditate during a dream. It was pretty wild.
Do you mean a thought process in the direction of what a religious person might do?
akin to "God knows what is best for me, therefore whatever situation I find myself in must be the ideal situation for me."
Or do you mean something else entirely?
>Kek. Now I know you are bullshitting. Kek.
Why would I be? I am serious.
And no, I have not ever consciously been intercepting dreams of other people.
god bot
Is the human beast consciousness dying?
Because it feels like death without dying to him, and the best anyone can communicate is his subjective experience of reality.
>Because you are telling me that you, while dreaming, are meditating. It makes no sense.
Why does it make no sense to you? I was dreaming and lucid during the dream. Then I decided to meditate.
Is humanity really undergoing an apocalyptic ascension process as we speak?
>Elimination of mental narratives
I guess you hit a sore spot there. I tried very hard to fit certain life eperiences into a narrative, mostly to justify the pain I was experiencing.
Does that mean "killing" the voice in your head?
>Does that make it fact?
> <We deal in the realm of source and facts.
>Too many anons here just asserts mystical shit as fact.
>It muddies up our research…
I think when discussing these topics that subjectivity is implied.It would be tedious and add nothing of value to qualify every sentence with "in my personal subjective experience", when all participants in the discussion know that this is the only source of information anyway.
What is an allegorical ascension?
What do you mean by "Lies ain`t gonna cut it"?
I suppose that could be true. But being comfy during a pandemic does not equal having accurate premonition of what will happen in the future, even if we all hope for similar things. Would you disagree with me on that?
I was asking him for some synopsis what the material he was sharing was about, and I think that description helped me understand what he was trying to do.
This what? This does not make sense to you?
What`s burley?
Not really interested in consuming media from Sony & Co.
Saved. At work ATM so no audio possible.
I think this is what I have to do. "Trying not to think" is kind of a paradox though.
Maybe I am a saint, kek.
Yes, the issue for me is that while it works, it is a temporary fix. I can just exist for as long as I want, but it does not change the fact that I wonder why I am here and why things are not as dank as I could imagine them to be.
I`ll take what I can get, kek. Maybe reality is pretty dank after all. Sometimes I think that the onus is on the universe/the hallucination to impress those experiencing it.
That could actually work. I have the suspicion that a part of me WANTS to wonder and be confused about existence. Is there value in that?
Good example. I was thinking someting like you said. Maybe also in the direction of, if you presuppose some kind of conscious "god" figure as "the universe"/"creator"/"hallucination" he would want his audience to like the play he puts on.
Who is "he" ?
So no ascension in this life?
Are those three the same entity?
This probably goes agains several spiritual practices, but I often have the thought, when thinking about the big "whys", that It would be illogical to choose to exist here if the existence would not involve the most exhilerating plot twists, the most majestic experiences and the most desirable outcome.
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I have asked lots of questions, at some point it seems like infinite regress.
Every layer of "creation"/context of existence that you abstract or zoom out of, leaves the same problem of having to come into existence from either somewhere or nowhere.
If you go with somewhere, you have more regress, if you go with nowhere then.. well.. I think you get what I mean.
Well I`ll have lots of material to go through after work I suppose, kek.
>be god
>billions of years of existence
>ponder about what to do about it
>create philoophers to help you
>philosophering for millenia
>agree that the only thing you can do is
>stay positive
mfw
Big if true
Was it Mark twain who said something about a child losing a doll and a king losing his kingdom being events of equal magnitude?
Makes sense when you think about it