This is way over my head but thought it might interest some anons .
https://interestingengineering.com/cern-new-particle-tetraquark
Are you Single, married kids?
What responsibilities do you have?
Pray for guidance from the Holy Spirit. Maybe time to reassess and get priorities in order.
God bless, things could get much worse before it gets better. Focus on the Lord
You're on to something!