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how does that even work? genuinely curious because I honestly think that if the bible is true then He's coming back real soon, but I've done a shit load of psychedelics and I mostly think we're all just the same super consciousness divided into trillions of parts watching and interacting with ourselves from different perspectives, I definitely believe in God but I have a hard time believing that God was ever fully a man walking on earth and if I don't believe in it, which I'm pretty sure won't happen unless I get like a vision/dream or something, and even if I heard a voice or got a vision, since aforementioned drugs have previously been involved, how could I even be sure it's from God and not just a "flashback"?

I feel like if Christianity is true, then I'm doomed, so how can I be saved?

posting it as filler so no one gets mad kek