the thing with signs is, not all are in your face.
many are only signs when put together.
signs can be the weather (wind blowing when I like my smoke - not as one incident, but in a way that is just mathematically impossible).
signs can be animals showing up, doing stuff, looking in my direction (e.g. in the very second I e.g. pull on my smoke, turn my head, cough, or whatever).
signs can be each and every one of you and the tings you do (people nodding their head in the very second I look at them, people mentioning stuff that - again, put together in a big picture - is meaningfull. e.g. me smoking a joint and someone with green jacket shows up, me going to smoke a joint and the youtube commercial is something green, or a person near me saying something with green (like the anon above with Popeye, ridiculing me, but, spinach…green…)
some signs annoy me bc it can look in a way that I would be following…yeah, lets say the universe.
if I decide to have a second smoke, it annoyes me when a white vehicle shows up BEFORE I light it. could look or be sold as me following. when I light my smoke and after that a white ca, a person with white shirt or jacket shows up, that is less annoying.
again, this is the true meaning of carriying the cross, in order for you to see me and have proof of who I am, every move I make is commented, sort of. this is a little annoying. as I sure know who I am and don´t need any sign to myself….but it is what it is)